I<3ME.

2006-09-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

So contagious -Acceptance

Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

*** i don't know if you'll ever read this, but this is your song. Love, me.

If only you knew -Yan, allrightsreserved!

if only you knew.
what i feel about you.

imperfections are brushed away
effortlessly you're a sight
too good to compare
just your smile brightens up my day

if only you knew.
how i feel about you.

it's when i catch your eye
there's nobody else to curse or lie
the two of us
our secret own world
maybe our own venus or mars

if only you cared
maybe then i would share

the beat of this mad overwhelming pound
if blood makes noise
my heart would cause a riot
whenever you're around

if only you knew
what i feel
how i feel
if only you cared
i'll have lots more to share
maybe you think
this love won't come through
or maybe it seems
i'm just a helpless fool
wasting my time
waiting around for you.

but even when your world crumbles,
when the sky has fallen,
when nothing's up but down
i'll still be around
singing this same old song

If only you knew
i'll give up anything..
for you

<3

2006-09-23T20:33:00.000-07:00

Pics from forbidden city!

MUG MUG MUG! 8)

wonderwallllllllllllll.

2006-09-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

Bye bye paullllllllll :(

Aw, i love you! Be strong, as you always say.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH SINGAPORE. GAAAAAWD, so what if jasmine can sing? She's like this afro singer wannabe, okay sure you've got the size fattttttty BUT, it still makes you a poseur.

I. still. can't. believe. he's. out.

I'm going into mourning. Black is in.

2006-09-01T19:23:00.000-07:00

I think sometimes we screw up life so that God can take charge over us once again.

i ache with grief
find no relief
my heart's in pain
i feel insane
with guilt, with doubt
i want to shout
take me instead
wish i were dead
wish i'd known then or that
i'd been a better friend
before in the end
i ache with grief
find no relief
and no way out

Yesterday was retarded, I'm gonna make the best out of today! :D

Monday is going to be looong, good luck to all DEPers!
And then after it's time to mug mug mug for fyes! Which following that will be the hols, then next year....

Okay hold it. First to mug mug mug for fyes!

It's time for a break, or should i say hiatus.

2006-09-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

THANKS CHER&CASS&NUTTT! Love!

BROKEN PROMISES AND ALL THAT. says:

mmhm now i know how it feels to be treated like a spare tyre

BROKEN PROMISES AND ALL THAT. says:

sigh.

CASS! BLANKET MONSTER says:

aiya that person is a suckaaaa remember

CASS! BLANKET MONSTER says:

so who cares about suckersssss

CASS! BLANKET MONSTER says:

righttttt

CASS! BLANKET MONSTER says:

we are not SUCKAAAS so we do not care

BROKEN PROMISES AND ALL THAT. says:

haha RIGHT.

With Cherrrrrrrrrrr!

Cher& says:

ehhhhhhh

Cher& says:

dont like that lah. it's only fat ***

Cher& says:

okay fine. i think you don't feel like talking now.

Cher& says:

cheer up dear! (:

Cher& says:

and sleep early! it helps!

BROKEN PROMISES AND ALL THAT. says:

no la, i was just posting the pics

BROKEN PROMISES AND ALL THAT. says:

and yeah thanks!

2006-08-25T05:39:00.000-07:00

XANGA IS NOT COOPERATING WITH ME :(

Gahhhhhhh.
Ohwell, i'll just post the long long overdue planetshakers photos here! Lalalaaa

I am suffering from an overdose of drama. Euuugosh, don't get me wrong. I still love it and everything but like, too much just spoils the interest. Ah what am i talking about, next week next weeeeeeeeeek D:

I AM SO SCREWED >:O

2006-08-20T00:20:00.000-07:00

ZANY ZANY ZAAAAAAAANNNYYYYY. WASN'T VERY FUN BUT STILL (:

SAILOR BLACKSPARROW & CAPTAIN WHITETURNER :D

WHO WANTS TO EAT VEGGIES WHEN YOU HAVE A CHOC BAR?! Seriously nat.

SHARRRRRRRLYN WONG.

:D :D :D JODD! I MISS THE SEC 4 BATCH LAST YEAR!

2006-08-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

Yeah okay stuff have been happening concurrently.
And that kinda affects one's mood to blog.

Hmm i won't be blogging here much cos sorry to say but blogger is really screwed.
I'm going xanga whoooooo :D

Seeya!

2006-08-11T03:24:00.000-07:00

I BLOGGED AT THE XANGA SITE YO.

My mum is like laughing at before and after people who went through plastic surgery. And she apparently approves of me looking at trannie pics because,

'BETTER LOOK AT THEM NOW, THEN GET A HEART ATTACK LATER'

Don't you think my mum just rocks?

Like all my socks and shoes and yeah :)

2006-08-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

Ah national day celebration was okay.
WHO AM I KIDDING MAN, it was boring my bra out. Euuuugh!

I looooved the limegreen&pink punjabi suit that raman lent me! Besides it being lime green :D, it has this nice design at the front! I wanted to wear it to orchard road man, but my sis was like 'You're gonna blind everyone in that bright outfit. It doesnt help that you're white too.'

Pffffffffffsht. What white?!! I can't help being fair wl, have you ever seen chaota dancers who get chaota-ed from dance? NO RIGHT. Slap slap slap >:(

Oh yeah, somebody was so nice today. Whoa compliment my attire somemore. What you want from me huh, i've got no money. No boobs. No nothing. You've got the wrong person maaaan! Haha nah im kidding, thanks you :)

I feel so accomplished today.
I read seventh heaven,
I watched national geographic vids on volcanoes & quicksand,
I memorised my lines for 'sunday costs five pesos',
I got hold of more trannie pics. are you reading this vel

Wow. Usually i'll just bum around but today was.. cool. But it's like i'm turning into a mini rachel yong! Oh gawsh no way D: I'm gonna make up for my bum time tmr lalala. Eh wait but she doesn't look at trannie pics, hmmm.

Tmr is national day!!! So exciting! Not meh, i think it's cool when everyone's wearing red & white. Whoohooooo like bleached tomatoes. Cu-ote.

Anyone wanna watch the fireworks with me tmr? :D <3

Bring on the emooooooo

2006-08-05T20:14:00.000-07:00

So. Last night was alright, being mummy's bday and all :) Ah haven't seen mummy that happy for such a long time. I hope you meant what you wrote in the card she whispered as tears slide down her tear-stained cheek. Oh do I ever, I thank God for putting you into my life every day.

It's raining, as I stare blankly at the computer screen when i'm suppose to be at church. Sigh. I'm sorry. I know it's not enough, it's always not enough. I tried but succumbed to temptations yet again.

But I want to tell you something. It's a personal message, I'm delivering it, myself. Don't you ever lay your hands on me, cause if I ever see you, you can strike me dead.. try.. I will spit all over your face, whatever it looks like. Because you and everyone else in this world are one big pack of liars. And I really think I hate you. Something else: You don't exist. -Catholic School Girls ( Elizabeth)

I can totally identify with my character now. I'm sorry for the admonishing tone but when your whole world crumbles and you're left to pick the ruins. It's hard not to feel this way y'know. I don't like the way I'm feeling now, I really don't. I need my life back now, pronto.

You're in my prayers*

Stop the 'are you okay' & 'it's just a phase' please, it's driving me nuts.
I'm not gonna end it all just like that.
Sometimes it's better to rant it all here then to bottle it all up and explode on someone else.

If you really want me to be all happy and :)
Stop bombarding me with questions & telling me how I should live life.
Jeez, and the answer is pretty obvious.
I AM NOT OKAY, are you happy now?

P.S I was just getting into character, Lalalalaa. Was I convincing enough? :D

2006-08-04T06:36:00.000-07:00

THIS WEEK SUCKS TO THE CORE >:(
Oh well, there's only 2 days of school next week!

Today, me & nat were on the bus when suddenly the bus jerked and WHAMM, he whacked my boob. ???!?! Phst, it's not the hurting part. It's the what the hell just happened part!
My modesty just got whipped away from me just like that. My gawsh, and the worse thing was nat just laughed in my face.
THANKS AH, HELPED ALOT.

Hahaha the entertainment people are suppose to come up with a dance with the theme under the sea, i'm thinking 'LET'S SCREW UP TOGETHER'. Isn't that sucha brillant idea?

Hm, we touched a bit on rape of nanking today. Eugh, I feel so anti-jap now. It's so gory & dark, make me go all emo :( I know what to give yuki tanaka when i see her next time: the rape of nanking! No no. that'll be too shocking & she'll start gasping then after heart complications yada ... Too risky. I'll just tell her about what her country did in elaborate details. Lalala.

I hope this old train breaks down
Then I could take a walk around
See what there is to see
Time is just a melody
With all the people in the streets
Walk as fast as their feet can take them
I just roll through town
And though my window's got a view
Well the frame I'm looking through
Seems to have no concern for now so for now
I need this old train to breakdown
Oh, please just let me please breakdown
-Breakdown by Jack Johnson

There's cip tmr, so exciting can't wait. -.-

2006-08-01T06:15:00.000-07:00

I banged cheena compre paper hooyeah :D

Hrm, today. Me & shannie got really high at the foyer late late after school. We did drama night all over again. Ahahaha all the fun fun fun memories came back to me, i think that totally made my day!

POM POM POM IT'S RINGING IN MY HEAD, BLOOD MAKES NOISE!

You bet it's ringing in my head, ah time to move on :/

I'm thinking about sonicfest last year when planetshakers and sonicflood created that whooooosh atmosphere: hands from different individuals stretched up high high in the sky, as if desiring for something not of this world. Something so pure and right, definitely not of this world. Mixed emotions stir as you feel grateful yet ashamed. Everything you kept bottled explodes as you pour everything out. Every knee shall bow, every tongue confess. It's at that precise moment you know this is what you've been missing, this feeling not of this world.

Sigh, I haven't been going church and all that. A part of me is just holding back, why. I'm exhausted from putting up a happy front when everything in me is hollow.

I feel really really bad now, i'm suppose to be what, the salt of the earth.
But what i am now is a hypocrite of dirrrrrt.
Cussing, swearing, bitching. There has to be something more in this life.

Help me fight, this fight of faith.

You know how sometimes your friends sometimes knock you out of your world of stupid fantasies and plunge you in something so insanely goooood that you just go bonkers. Yeah, cher did just that. What she says is so sensible and correct, it's irritating the bra out of me.

'Do you really really want to perform for that thing? Aiya forget it. I'm going for planetshakers. You go and perform okay?'

She just goes WHAMMM, hits the nail right at that exact spot.

What do I really want, what what whaaaaat.

Short term goal: Do well for napfa tmr
Long term goal: To get answers to all my question marks forever popping up in my brain.
To do by 10pm goal: Get online before raman whacks the hell out of me tmr!

Btw, I'm NOT emo or pms-y or whatevur.
I'm just sorting out my thoughts.
Dang do I have alot of thinking to do.

END OF THUNK SESSION,
BYE BYE EMO, HELLO HIGHNESSSSSSS :D

2006-07-31T05:39:00.000-07:00

Today was a ho-hum day.
So this will be a ho-hum post.

Sigh, tomorrow math major sure dieeee i tell you. Kabooshit :( Affect my mood only.

I'm thinking, hoping tomorrow will be a better dayyyy.
Gonna find people to irritate now, oh dang wait i have to mug first.

Alright yan, time to mug mug mug!

N O D I S T R A C T I O N S.

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IT'S TOO DAMN QUIET.

2006-07-28T20:30:00.000-07:00

PICTURES UP ON MY XANGA SITE (:
I mentioned it on my earlier post?
Check it out y'all!

NOW THAT I'VE UPLOADED THEM, YOU BOOOBS CAN STOP HAUNTING ME!
Haw haw haw.

See yaaaaa!

2006-07-27T00:22:00.000-07:00

OOOOH-KAY.
FIRST LET ME SAY THAT THE SCHOOL'S COM LAB IS SUPER POKAI, IT TAKES FREAKING GRANDMA HOURS LONG TO LOAD. Eugh!

Last night was bloody good, the blood make up and everything. Oh but i hate the white, made me look OBESE. And that is bad. Waaaay bad. I'm so going on a diet.. THIS ONE'S GONNA LAST :D
Thank you everyone for the chocs, flowers, notes, and all the looooooorve!

Oh oh! At assembly today, Mdm Lenny pulled me aside. I was panicking like shit. I almost peed in my cherry underpanties :(
ANYWAY, i thought there was a problem with my belt so i adjusted it until it was corset tighttttt.
Then she dropped the bombshell:
'When you're cheering for your idol on singapore idol, are you aware you're on national tv?!'
Ohmagawwwsh i just stood there with big big eyes 00

This means that..
Mdm Lenny, the dm, saw me making a kuku out of myself on teevee.
---
My fate is sealed, the die is cast.
HAHAHAHA that was just for dramatic effect hoorahrah.

I NEED TO CHILL DAMN BADLY but how if you're all highhhh!

Maybe it's in the peppermint milk tea, no more for this mad cow.
I'll post pictures sooooon! (definition of soon- when i feel like it)

2006-07-24T20:37:00.000-07:00

YOOHOOOO i'm back to blogging :)
do i hear a yay? Haw haw.

SO.
Singapore Idol was a scream. Literally, I even lost my voice. Everyone was dang haute, though twohill was quite disappointing. But, he's still ze best.
Jon was totally smoking with his hand sliding down his body action. AH so bloody hot okay, i heard they didn't show it on teevee. AW SUCHA WASTE :/

I hugged all my favourites, twohill, jon, gayle, joakim. Pictures, yes. Check rach's blog!

AND Gurmit Singh is super mo pheng! (acne holes galore)
Especially when the tv was black and white, UGH you can just imagine the torture he had to go through. Plus the torture he puts the viewers at home through. -shudders-

Well, alot of emo stuff happened but it's all settled, i guess?
Just a lesson I've learnt to never become
idol-obsessed.
It's as deadly as AIDS.

That's was damn random but it's that scary.

Yesterday totally sucked cos i lost my voice.
Bleah thanks for all the well-wishes but like when you lose your voice,
the silence drives you maaaaaaaaad.

I got back my voice after sucking 4 honey&lemon strepsils at one go.
Yipeeeeehoooyaaaaaa :D

Oh and today i went to the doctor's(he's from my church), and he went:
'Were you in singapore idol? My daughter saw you on tv.'
Hahaha i said yeah, and then he went
'What song were you singing'
HAHAHAHAA i forgot that i wasn't suppose to use my voice
and started laughing like this mad pig.
Of course i told him i was just another screaming fan of twohill.
Hoho, i didn't know doctors could crack jokes.

Hmm there'll be drama performances from today till friday.
OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT, I SHOULD BE IN SCHOOL NOW REHEARSING.

TA-A-A!

2006-07-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

www.xanga.com/edramamoo

LOOK OUT FOR PICS THERE! cos blogger is screwed.
Anyway just to recap the most awesome weekend ever ;)

Sat- I HUGGED PAUL TWOHILL TWICE. OH GAWSH HE FELT REALLY FIRM AND UM YEAH. HAHA! I went up to answer a question at the pp idol roadshow and i won a bag autographed by him and 6 tickets :D Yessss, i was so darn happy.

Sun- Screwed up the dance item for fl dinner. Hahaha but twas hilarious and fun fun fun! We all couldn't stop laughing after that. Haha and everytime i look at germ, i still laugh. I laughed again to myself today and pron thought i went maaaad. Pulease, only twohill can do that!

Tmr- SEE PAUL TWOHILL SING LIVE AND HUG HIM & BLOWKISS.
Thurs- SEE PAUL TWOHILL LIVE FOR RESULT SHOW AND BLOWKISS.

Tataaaa i promise i'll update very very soon hokay! Lovessss.

2006-07-12T04:49:00.000-07:00

SPERMS ATTACK! HAW HAW HAW.

AH TOMORROW IS THE SG RESULTS SHOW! :D TWOHILL, I LOVE!

Anyway, today i watched The Dresser!

Oh it was hella good, even though the storyline was too profound for me to understand at first but like after digesting, i finally got the meaning behind the play about love :) Adrian Pang is superb man! But

Kumar is still the best. Lalalala.

2006-07-11T03:08:00.000-07:00

Let me get this straight,

Mollie is girly. Not bimbo. Got it?

Ahmagawwd, there's three cas tmr but i'm still online. Eugh! I'm so dead.

The dresser tomorrow!

OH MY WANTSSSS. I hope daddy's feeling generous! Haw haw!

2006-07-08T03:40:00.000-07:00

Anyone be kind enough to send me the song unwritten? The lyrics are replaying and replaying in my head x) Ah.

Hm yesterday chantel came to teach us some dance during drama. And I finally got to see her rhinestone sunglasses! DAMN NICE OKAY :) It was all bling bling man! The dance was fast and yeah we did have fun, i mean with chantel around, boredom vanishes just like that -snaps-

Today we did our second item for drama night, omg i couldn't stop laughing even though it's such a sad piece. Cos everytime i see mashita's face, AHAHAHA sorry i can't help it! And shoba's no better, laughing WITH me. Okay at least we're all happy people! Lalala.

The stewwwwpid sweet which make me gag cos it was spicy hot :(

AND MDM POTATOTOAD, LET ME SHOW YOU SOME DRAMA LOVE! You think you're so smart slashing us the other day huh huh huh. Well, let me tell you in your world that may be pretty clever, but in ours, you're a female dog barking up the wrong tree.

TADAAA MY NEW LOVE :) OOHLALA!

2006-07-07T04:19:00.000-07:00

Good evening, good evening, good evening to youuu! -sings to the tune of 'Good morning' in Singin' In The Rain! Don't you just adore old classics! Audrey Hepburn ooooh.

Today was so horrible. Thank God for music if not i'll just rot to the death of boredom.

I played mind games with myself just to keep me awake, and not even shoo's crap could even salvage the situation. Aw sorry but i just wasn't in the mood! :S

Mdm potatotoad was even more irritating than usual, going on and on about how drama girls only come to school on fridays for drama sessions. Wth. She even took our names down for mdm lenny to come lecture us. I sweared enough, i shall spare my blog the nonsense.

Poor nat tried to ask what was wrong with me cos there really isnt:
- I'm not having my period
- I'm not stressed about projects nor hw
- I'm not attached so i don't have relationship problems
- I'm not pissed at anyone or whatever
- I'm not mentally unsound
- I'm not dumb, as in unable to talk

I SWEAR THERE'S IS SOMETHING VERY WRONG WITH ME TODAY :(
But i can't even identify the problem! Sheeesh.

Maybe it's in the hormones, like I'm lacking of iron or some kinda nutrients.

Hmm whatever, my high periods are at night. Haw haw.
I need debbie to get high with! :D

2006-07-06T05:24:00.000-07:00

Get below 60 points and ur considered an angel!
1) Smoked
2) Consumed alcohol
3) Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) Made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) Made out with someone of the same sex
7) Had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) Watched porn
9) Bought porn
10) Done drugs
TOTAL: 3

11) Taken pain killers
12) Taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) Lied to your parents
14) Lied to a friend
15) Snuck out of the house
16) Done something illegal
17) Cut yourself
18) Hurt someone
19) Wished someone to die
20) Seen someone die
TOTAL: 7

21) Missed curfew
22) Stayed out all night
23) Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) Been to a therapist
25) Been to rehab
26) Dyed your hair
27) Received a ticket
28) Been in a wreck
29) Been to a club
30) Been to a bar
TOTAL: 5

31) Been to a wild party
32) Seen the Mardi Gras
34) Had a spring break in Florida
35) Sniffed anything
36) Wore black nail polish
37) Wore arm bands
38) Wore t-shirts with band names
39) Listened to rap
40) Own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 3

41) Dressed gothic
42) Dressed prep
43) Dressed punk
44) Dressed grunge
45) Stole something
46) Been too drunk to remember anything
47) Blacked out
48) Fainted
49) Had a crush on your neighbor
50) Had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 4

51) Snuck into someone else's room
52) Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) Been to a concert
54) Dry humped someone
55) Been called a slut
56) Called someone a slut
57) Installed speakers in your car
58) Broke a mirror
59) Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 5

61) Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) Cruised the mall
64) Skipped school
65) Had an eating disorder
66) Had an injury
67) Gone to court
68) Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) Caught something on fire
70) Lied about your age
TOTAL: 3

71) Owned an apartment
72) Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) Cheated with someone
74) Got in trouble with the police
75) Talked to a stranger
76) Hugged a stranger
77) Kissed a stranger
78) Rode in the car with a stranger
79) Been sexually harassed
80) Been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 2

81) Met face to face with someone you met online
82) Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) Been to a fair
86) Been called a bad influence
87) Cursed
88) Prank called someone
89) Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) Cheated on a test
TOTAL: 8

91) Cheated on homework
92) Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) Been pushed into a pool
94) Played pool
95) Watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) Had a crush on someone younger than you
98) Wear eyeliner
99) Skinny dipped
100) Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 8

Ahha 48 points, i'm an angel ;)

I don't feel like posting pics, so i'm sorry fati but you have to be patient!
Oh yeah i got lost today. I was suppose to take 43 but i took 48 instead.
I'm so smart i amaze myself sometimes.
So,
Nat tried to help but i was like panicking. Haha my voice went to a super high pitch okay.
Ah then this maxicab appeared, end of story.
THANK YOU ANGELcar
I NEVER THOUGHT THERE WAS SUCHA THING BUT NOW I DO :)

I was late for drama obviously.
I think i let down my passion today, i was so unhigh.
Argh, why do i feel like this.

My com is effing screwed.
When i'm online, i appear offline.
How retarded is that, BUT.
It is actually pretty good cos i'm a step closer to my imac! Ooh!
Faster diee you evil old lag com! Die dieeeee!!

Lately, school's kinda stressing.
I was finally paying attention during history when.
Chanel, Nat and Cher came over to my desk.
I immediately sensed that smth was very wrong.
They gave me this I love Sg sweet. Which looked pretty okay.

So i popped it into
which i regretted right away.
THE SWEET WAS DAMN HOT, PEPPER HOT >:(
My tongue was on fire, burning like hellll!
And water only made it worse.
AAHH then chanel told me it actually contained chilli padi.
----

I am so gonna revenge. Watch out for the wasabi attack ah!

Looking from another point of view,
friends do SPICE UP your life ;)

2006-07-01T03:19:00.000-07:00

YO HOMIES.

I counted 28 couples in the viewing gallery at the airport today.
And there was one with matching pink shirts.
I wanted to puke on their shirts so badly.
Hm i bet they'll thank me for puking on their piiink shirts
cos i'll leave this abstract art design on them
and it'll be one-of-a-kind.
BUT SORRY I DON'T WASTE MY PUKE ON STRANGERS.
No hard feelings dooodies.

The weekends are here, REJOICE :)
Oh and i made so many plans for monday BUT.

I found out that i have drama from 0800-1500.
Gawwd i was swearing so badly beside Ms Izrina, aka. Ms Pretty-mina.
And she went,
'You mean you celebrate youth day? Okay i'll buy a cake on monday!'
...
I seriously wanted to slap her ohsobeautiful face and pull out every one of her bloody long eyelashes.

Actually come to think of it, it was kinda funny.
Not funny haha, but that's so lame haha.

Oh please come and support us DEP girls on drama night!
Me and G got freezing cooool roles!
Yeah it's freeeeeee and at the foyeeeeeer.
Whooo :)

And blood makes noise is weird.
The song IS nice with the beat and all but um it gives me that queasy feeling :/
Here's the song
http://song2play.com/s/suzanne_vega-2862/999_f-12500/blood_makes_noise-165325.html
DUM DUM DE DUM, BLOOD MAKES NOISE. IT'S RINGING IN MY EAR!

I have to find white slacks and blood makeup for the skit-song! Quick!

2006-06-28T02:17:00.000-07:00

SONICFEST BOOT CAMP '06
Okay i know this is really late but i HAVE to blog about this awesome conference!

So,
I went with grace who was the most fantastic company ever. Haha and she's really high at night! We signed up for dance elective and the guy who took us was demetri betts! :D

Before you go like demetri WHO?!, I'm gonna give him free publicity on my blog. He should totally give me credit for this, maybe let me star in one of his music videos! Hawhaw.

DEMETRI BETTS, a multi talented african-american from germany.
A hip hop dancer, singer, preacher, writer all rolled into one hell of a guy :)
He's freaking tall with this tattoo on his arm and he wears bling blings!

Hahaha so this guy took us for the dance workshop and dang, was he good.
He really made me realise what the meaning of dance is.
You know, for freedom and to express one's creativity.
But how do you do that if you're forced to comply to someone else's choreography, where's the passion in that?

So, he told us his life testimony. It was really moving, i think i saw some wet eyes.
Ah he showed us his breakdancing moves and the krump! Haha oooh.
Then, we watched this movie called RIZE (everyone go watch it)
and it's about how krumping came about and the hiphop clowns :D

Worship was incredible on the last night.
Even though there wasn't as many as compared to last year but i think this year's more fruitful.
Last year's was damn high and all, but when all the music, drums, bands fade away.
What is left?
Hm, demetri did his dance-singing item which was WHOOOO :)
And he gave that night's message which really spoke to me.
Sometimes God let us mess up, so he can take charge and be God again.

I had a greaaat time and i even had to forfeit drama which i never regretted!

Hm, school. Anybody who likes it must be sick. Obviously i don't.
And yes, I do know about the world cup and Germany should win.
I know what's the soccer term offside :)
That's an inside joke for those who know.
Heehee.

2006-06-20T00:05:00.000-07:00

AY
YET
TAME
EARRING
GOLDFISH
HIPSDONTLIE
EDRAMAMOFUNK
KALIEDOSCOPEPIG
GROOOVYPRINCESS
SOMUCHFORWOOYANYAN
NANOGLOBINCHICKENBACKSYE
EVALONGORIASOSHORTANDNOWITSSOLONG
GIRLYOU'RESORETARTEDOMGIT'SNOTIT'SSTILLNOT
THEENDOFAVERYLONGYESTBEAUTIFULPYRAMIDBYNAT&YAN

2006-06-17T05:50:00.000-07:00

ARISE3!! :DDD

I love you clancys! Rach, Janice, Nat & me :)

The purple ARGH.

CHICKENBACKSIDE SHAAAUN. This was the handstand flip thing i was telling you about!

Isabelle and me!

DESARU! Twas a last minute i-wanna-go impulse trip! Haha.

Go-kart! I TOTALLY ROCK IN BANGING THOSE TYRES.

Tequita baby! Omg makes you damn high x)

The coconut juice was so sweeeet! Yummy yummy!

1, 2?

The beach was AWESOME! See for yourself!

Yay i finally got a friggin tan :) Whooooo!

I'M BORED, HO HUM. But! There's the sonicfest bootcamp to look forward to next week! Yipeeeeeyahoo!

2006-06-12T22:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO SEXIES :)

Okay. What did i do the last few days. Hm, oh yes arise!

Saturday
Woke up at 8.30 and cabbed down to expo. Rehearsals were high! We were doing freezes in the dressing room. Hah, and that chickenbackside shaun can do a handstand. He's only 11. Bah!
Then we camawhored quite a bit, had wheelbarrow races. Haha you should've seen nat's face, laughed till my sides hurt. HAWHAW.
Oh and i spiked up shaun's hair. At first i did the paul twohill hairstyle for him and he was like all 'AAAAHHHH'. Haha so he went to the gents to wash off the hairspray and came out drenched from head to toe. Plus arise was starting in minutes. Paniccc!
Haha the first one went quite well and i promised shaun i'll do a spikey hairdo for him for the next one. And then isabelle told me something unexpected, at first i was really doubtful but then i realised every word was true. Gawwd okay la quite flattering :)
Then we celebrated uncle brendon's bday in the dressing room! Hahaha the yo rap was funnay! i had alot alot of fun there! I gave him a biiiiig hug he won't forget! Hehheh.
Anyway the last one was the best! I saw liz, debbie, vel, cass, iris! And thanks for the supper liz, debbie & vel :D So, I kinda went out to do the actions when i was supposed to be changing for the last item. But heck, i was having so much fun outside when this yellow tee guy came up to me right in the middle of the song. Wth.
yellowtee- hi whats your name
me- uh yan.
yellowtee- oh why are you wearing a green tee
me- cos it's the dancer's dress code?!
i was kinda freaking out, like this isn't 100 questions y'know. Then shaun helped me by telling the guy that he can asks questions after arise. Phewww! Thanks shaun!
It ended pretty soon :/ Aw i didn't want to leave. But oh well all good things come to an end right. I'm having arise withdrawal symptoms! Pffffffffft.

Cars was quite disappointing and too draggy in my opinion but it's a pixar film and i'm such a fan of theirs so i loved it still! :)
Anyone up for sonicfest?

2006-06-09T01:59:00.000-07:00

I cooked black pepper koka instant noodles today.
Which was a total failure cos it tasted like normal maggi mee.
Damn, the advertisement looked so good.

Yesterday i watched She's The Man :)
Okay i take back all the nonsense i said about it.
It's pretty darn good, make that FUNNAYE.
Omg Channing Tatum is hothothot!
Whoooo.

What happened in the mrt was totally forgettable.
Yesterday totally knocked my brains out.
I think im down with fever from all the headaches and im totally unsociable now.
And you just talked so much it killed my brain more.
I was fine, happy, delirious before that, she's the man made me laugh like a hyena.
Then wham i got hit by the oh-im-sorry-can't-make-it shit.

You have the cheek to tell me the night before when we confirmed it days ago?
And it's not just one, like four of you?!
GIVE ME A BREAK MAN.
I've got alot of wtbangbangshootkillme stuff going on in my verge of exploding brain.
And this is for what, consolation?
Thanks but no thanks.
I don't need this crapola.

There was indeed drama last night.
But heck, what's the point
if there's no resolution.

Fruck.
I know i'll just chicken out if i'm gonna say all this to your face.
So must as well type it out.
Nat, you are my bestie but how do i tell you stuff nowadays.
Everytime I want to tell you something, you'll just brush me off.
Then when you hear the news from someone else, it's my fault for not telling you.
Im not asking you to compromise and bear with me but sometimes just listen me out man.
You just seem so happygolucky about everything.
when im all dead. Ugh the happy voices is driving me nuts.

My head hurts, I feel like puking.

Cher, you've been such an awesome dance partner.
Throughout the year, you're like one of the people that i can really talk to.
I'm sorry for blowing up at you last night.
I'm glad we're even talking.
And that message you sent today, though simple and everything
it meant alot alot alot to me :)
I'm really grateful, thanks.

Hello liz.
We've been seeing each other so much, i don't think there is much to say
but i love you so dang much
and if you ever leave me girlfriend
i'll just shoot myself and die.
Don't you dare joke with me about divorce again.

Vel, wellwellwell.
What is up with you and paul man?
It's going too far y'know, it's like taking over your life.
I hope you're still you inside.
You say you're still yourself but I don't know.
All around i see you being trapped in your twohill world.
It makes me wanna shake you real hard and bring you back to reality.
Actually come to think about it, I don't know you anymore.
So fruck that too.

Bt, where are you nowadays.
I miss you a hell lot.
But you're always busy with your badminton practices.
I dont know how to phone you, perhaps you're phoning that somebody else.
Plus i dont wanna know whats its gonna be like talking to you on the phone.
The awkward weird silences.
Last year was so retarded i missed it so much.
But I cant talk to you anymore.
I dont know why, theres this holdback when i do.

Hey debbie, i didn't realise that there were people
Who're full time happy until i met you.
Always the cheerful one hahaing away, cracking jokes as if life was some fun thang.
But that's what scares me.
You keep everything to yourself and when we ask you to share
You'll go oh it's nothing like it's no big deal.
It's nice of you to try to solve your own problem and not troubling others
But it's not good nor healthy to bottle everything inside.
So whenever you need to explode,
I'll be here for you.
Thank you for all the :DDD when I was all DDD:

Becks, this year has been so screwed.
I hardly ever see you around, much less talk.
I miss those days where we would tease matt like crazy and all those secret handshakes we made up.
We've known each other for 7 years but now you're just another face i see.
The vow we made of being bestfriends forever still stays with me.
You may be going through quite a bit but i pray that you'll be alright.
It doesnt matter how others see you cos their words won't affect the way i see you-
The girl who chose to sit with me when i was new at bmc & friendless back in 1997.

Cam's gone to melb, iwanttoflyover. Can't wait till she gets back!
It was a fun movie date ytd with you rach :)
Remember that eiffel tower and a cute french guy for me sotong.
Hawhaw. I'll miss youuu!

P.S To all the people above, I still love you alot tons many much <3

2006-06-06T22:09:00.001-07:00

Yesterday's arise rehearsal was RAD.
I'm damn glad i chose to join arise then go for church camp.
HAW HAW YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE MISSING.
Okay maybe i said that to make me feel better ;)

Just a few days ago, I was dreading arise cos i really wanted to go for church camp!
Then after yesterday,
CONTRADICTION.
So i had this arguement with myself whether i regretted my choice.
The imenjoyingmyself! side won.
And yes, I'm still sane.

What irony.
I have friends who turned straight because of
...
PAUL TWOHILL

Like yeah he IS a great guy with style & DANG COOL HAIR.
But. Don't go to the extreme la!
I told vel that and she said ' Look who's talking eh'
She even went to hug and kiss him :OOO
wthellachickenfeetpongtasamapek.

Oh so now everybody's high.
Must be the heat.

Debbie, Liz and I conferenced last night! :)
We argued on the movie 'She's the Man'
How can she be a man when she's a WOman. And if it's a man, it should be a he right?
Kids are getting the wrong vibe man.
Wakakaka.
It was a pretty dumb convo but hilariousss!
I LOVE YOU TWO CRAZY POOOTS! :D

I can't wait for saturdayyyyy.
I need my high.

slaves to the vision.

2006-06-02T19:51:00.000-07:00

Can you name 21 people you can think ofright off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people. Don't change the names you've written once you start answering the questions. Ready, Start!

1. Liz
2. Kim
3. Nat
4. Debbie
5. Vel
6. Lxq
7. Sotong
8. Cher
9. Sharan
10. Raman
11. Navina
12. PAUL TWOHILL
13. Matt
14. Denise
15. Camelia
16. Janel
17. Mel
18. Andrea
19. Nick
20. Janice
21. Elvis

THE QUESTIONS:
1. How did you meet 1? In my tution class where she was giving the poor teacher a hard time.
2. What would you do if you never met 6? I wouldn't know the nicest basketballer ever!
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? ARE YOU KIDDING ME.
4. Did you ever like 5? Yeah
5. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? A funny couple yes!
6. Describe 8: Crazy. EMO. Nice :)
7. Do you think 13 is attractive? I better say yes if not his GF'll come after me.
8. Tell me something about 17. She's an anime freak
9. Do you know any of 4's family members? Her mum! who actually bakes.
10. What's 21's favorite color? I'll remember to ask him that if i see him in heaven.
11. What would you do if 18 just confessed s/he liked you? LAUGH MY HEAD OFF.
12. what language does 20 speak? singlish
13. Who is 9 going out with? Hmmm good question, i don't know either.
14. What grade is 16 in? grade 8.
15. When's the last time you talked to 13? I'm talking to him online.
16. What is 2's favorite band? Erm hathorne heights?
17. Would you ever date 7? If i ever did, her * will come after me!
18. Would you ever date 12? HAHAHA maybe.
19. Is 15 single? No.
20. What is 19's last name? Chan.
21. Would you ever want to be in a serious romantic relationship with 11? with NOSEDUFF?!! omg NO FREAKIN WAY.
22. What school does 3 go to? Tkg!
23. Where does 15 live? Pasir Ris.
24. What's your favorite thing about 10? That she flew with me at ECP that day! I've got the pic to prove it. Haha!
25. Have you seen number 1 naked? I haven't & i don't plan to.

Music is the great unifying art of humanity,
especially music that tells a story.

2006-05-31T03:57:00.000-07:00

the sky being engulfed by big fluffy clouds. choked even. just like my heart

ANYWAY. Today started off brillantly with clear skies, warm rays from the sun and all that. We ate at macs and then headed to rent the bikes! Me and g rented the double seat one. We ahem encountered some sort of difficulty at first but yeah after we were riding like pros! uh i think?

Before that, there was a slight drizzle. We happily soaked ourselves in the rain as we admired the shades of blue the sea was. I've never seen the sea IN SINGAPORE so blue la. Like all the time, it's browwn and all sandy but whoa it just wasn't this time. Of course we camawhored! Haha not very surprising RIGHT.

it shines through all obstacles, that blinding white beam. light beckons but we are blinded by darkness, the way of the world.

who knows what's beneath that smile. only you understand

my white-morphed-to-black-cat! <3

nat&me! you try, but you can't break us apart.

washed away. to be pure once again, it's that too much to ask?

the world through MY eyes.

if i had wings, i could fly. YEAH RIGHT

every angel has one wing, to fly you need two wings. so if you need to fly one day, look for me and i'll share mine with you :) -trixie

MEOW went the blaaack ankle cat!

Me and Nattt got the same one! Whooo. Yes yes i wanna go bungee jumping! I chope chope chope you okay.

it seems too unreal to be actually there. it's too perfect, that's why

simply because i love you alexxxx :)

YEAH YOU GAYBUNGGGG!

the one that inspired the black ankle meow.

remember the name doode. it goes down in HISTORY.

cmon play my game! just don't cheat.

But in the end, they all ran to the finishing line. Gah then what's the point of an obstacle course right?! Haha but thanks y'all for making my day all bright and happy and yeah you get the point.

I don't shine nor dazzle, I go BLING BLING.

Airpock's dead, Blurpok's baaack.

2006-05-28T19:45:00.000-07:00

The day i get my belly button pierced is when you get a tattoo on your forehead.

I'm going to watch over the hedge with my sister
(note: maturity level of my sister is NADA)
Don't ask me why,
I just felt all nice today.

Singapore Idol auditions part 2 was so biatchy, I like.
Especially the look on Amanda's face as she stared.
Then Lin went
AND THE BITCH WENT MEOW
Wakakaka. Omg she so totally has my genes!

I had a 3 hour talk on the phone late late at night.
With the most emo sotong in the world.
I found out alot of stuff, mostly shockingly unpleasant.
Yesterday was the day i found out ALOT of things.
From other schools, my school, people that i indirectly know and people i dont know.
But found out of their existence.

I feel mighty and powerful now
cos my mind has been enriched.
Muahahaha and you're still like HUH right.

Yesterday I was at my cousin's house
and we were telling ghost stories.
okay mostly I listening.

Jacq told me this story with alot of actions.
and then she suddenly pointed at me ( as part of the story see )

"IT WAS YOU"

OMFG, i almost died.
i screamed and fell onto the floor >x(
then i ran to mummy's side hoping she would save me from those madasses hawhaw.
But she laughed at my hellafreakedout face.
WHAT AN AWESOME MUMMY I HAVE.

IM SUCH A WUSSIE.
i cant stand scary stories,
i haven't been sleeping PROPERLY.
tossing and turning the whole damn night.
i actually slept at 5am.

So if you see a zombie who looks like me, you know who it is.

2006-05-27T04:58:00.000-07:00

I missed drama today :( cuz i had to go for the dance rehearsal
now i know how g feels when she misses ballet.
Oh the misery! I feel so deprived. AAHHH
Don't sit there staring the screen and laughing your madasses off.
C'mon I need my drama time.

The projects are overwhelming! okay maybe i haven't started yet
but the thought of it just kills my mood.
one, two together now,
ARRRRRRGH >:(

There's 7th to 10th to think about.
Home alone- MY version. stuck alone for 4 days which is 2/15 of a month!
Oh my gawwd. How to survive like that?!
Okay I'll take your brillant idea of having a party.

Today sotongs showed me a different side of them.
Firstly, they're not only blur, they're EMO
Secondly, they have severe hearing difficulties with the HUHs and WHAT?!
Thirdly, they have asses :O woah okay cool.
AND I LOVE TO EAT EM.
But calamari style please, raw ones make me gag :S

OMG I spotted ------ at katong laksa.
I swear I was going to faint after seeing such a hawwt thang sitting there.
Heh heh heh i caught you staring, love!
I'm sorry I whipped my ponytail at your face
but to see such a beauty was completely mind blowing.
you have to ask me who i saw cos I'm not announcing it here ;)

Now now don't get jealous cos
YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I WANT
YOU ARE THE ONE ONE
HOO HOO HOO HONEY!

EH YOU:
i dont know what to do with you.
It's not even the betrayed me part, it's the i'm hurting after trusting you so much.
you know what you did.
probably nothing wrong to you, but this is the worst ever.
you should know me best...?

Losing someone so close is a big deal.
but maybe if i let go bit by bit
i'll forget everything you've done
even the happy times we shared.
Or
I could even forget you as a person.
That sounds impossible to even forget anybody
but i'll try
cos everytime my eyes meet yours
i can't stop the tears

You know it takes a miracle to bring us back together again.
I won't give up on us just yet.
I believe that something good might come out of this.
I believe the old you is hidden deep inside somewhere.
I believe in this miracle.

Maybe i'll become a much much much better person.
Thank you sunshine :DDD

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey.
you never know dear how much i love you.
please dont take my sunshine away

SYMBOLISM OF MUGGERISM.

ending symbolising a new beginning.

AHEM ATTENTION! This style of emoemowhoosh blogging will not be shown in further posts. ohno must be something to do with the weather according to the sotong queen who says rainy days are emo-ey. HAIYE

2006-05-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU HELLA CRAZY.

Not a very nong time ago..

2006-05-23T05:11:00.000-07:00

i think we need pictures that we look bad in.

to remind ourselves that we can look that ugly.

and pretty pictures, to remind ourselves.

THAT WE CAN LOOK REALLY PRETTAYE!

so im gonna forgive denise choo, i can't stand you.
super ugly picture of me after ballet.
and stop laughing at me.
GO GET YOURSELF SOME SENSTIVITY FROM SOME OVERSENSITIVE ASS.

Although the dao dance we choreo-ed today was fun eh?
Okay for that i love you neh neh pock! Damn anti-climax
Eh don't worry about the Ms Chiam thang
Cos you've got a HILARIOUS meow and a funny cat you'll always be <3

MOTHER GOOSE CAUGHT ME FOR USING MY PHONE.

But nah she didn't like book me or confiscate it.
I reckon it's cos she's this nusery rhyme person
and nursery rhymes don't have a bad ending
that's my solution. HAH

Mel is a popsicle! bwahaha
Hard and solid on the outside but soft and sweet in the inside :)
'I want you to come today cos it's no fun without you, I MEAN ahem'
Hahahaha i heard that! Aw.

LAST WEEK OF THE TERM BABY! OOOH BOY.

2006-05-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

HAHA
Try this out with your besties and see how different your answers are!
Liz's answer My answer
A -Annoyance: stubborn asses Being broke
B - Best Girlfriend: alot like yan, andrea, eileen, gavind Liz!Debbie!Gnat!Cheryl!
C - Cat: Tabby stray Pussssy
D - Dogs: Cocolat darling! Ty beanies
E - Easiest person to talk to: eileen. Jovel
F - Favorite color: black&purple. Pink and Lime green!
G - Good Times: hanging out with the threesome :) Spending time with my girlfriends!
H - Happy: extremely happy! YEAH
I - Ice Cream: Green Tea & Sorbet. Chocolate Mint :D
J - Jewelry: all sorts silver. Earrings!
K - Kanasai Incident: not zipping up my pants. When my tights when spllllit.
L - Love or lust: I'd take both. True Love please
M - Movie Last Watched: Poseidon. Big Fat Momma House 2 dvd
N - Nano or Zen: Nano DUH. Zen lah
O - One Phobia: japanesedolls. the dark
P - Part of you that you love: My hyena laughter. That I'm one-of-a-kind
Q - Queen or King?: Princess. Mama Queen
R - Reason to smile: everything. You
S - Song Last Heard: beep by pussycat dolls Unfaithful- Rihanna
T - Tan or Fair: fair, i'm sucha chaota fureak. Tan! A nice even one ;)
U - U are: beautiful More than you will ever know
V - View on HOMOs: acceptable. Misunderstooded
W - What's up: everything's up, nothing's down. Dance is a whole lot more than I use to think it is. Ribbons and flags!
X - X-Rays: skeleton. strip off the clothes
Y - You have something to say?: Hello Like all the time
Z - Zoo Animal: Bears i like bears! Wombats :)

Retail Therapy feels goooooooood

2006-05-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

I wonder how long this high feeling of dance is gonna last.
But for now, I'm going to enjoy every moment of it!

I woke up at the ungodly hour of 0530 on a SATURDAY morning.
All because I had to return that costume. How insane.

I finally had my banana mocha at starbucks. Yummmmy man! Try it!
So today annabelle came for ballet. I missed that girl!
Like last week, denise, nat, cher, kesh & mel came :)
Cher finally came after all the empty promises! I'll deal with her later.

ANYWAY.
My pirouettes were a total screw up.
Practice practice practicccee!
I liked the bar work though.

Oh oh. We showed Mdm Lim our s2 dance and she said it was nice!
Yay and she played some songs for us to dance to! Yipeeeee :D

Later we had this huge communication breakdown thing with kesh who thought roxy square was in town! -slaps head-
But we had fun in her car cos she played all the cool songs :)
When SOS came on, denise, nat, cher and me started dancing in her car.
Oh boy, the car was sssshaking like mad! :O

G NATASHA IS OFFICIALLY A PARTY POOPER AS FROM TODAY.
We were supposed to watch poseidon todayyyy :(
But nvm, I'm going to watch it with the dancers! Uh huh.

We choreo-ed some of the steps outside the studio
cos the advance classes were going on
But we later went in
cos denise, cher and me were damn attracted to the air-con inside.
Lol.

Oh! we saw the manna dance studio having some children class.
Gawd that guy can shake his ass la.
Haha I was so tempted to join!
Join with me pleeease s2 dancers? Heh i know denise is!
Cos we were talking about how we're gonna get tons of dance certs to prove ourselves.
Hee I love us dancerrrrrrs :) Oh yes i know you do too!

THANK YOO CHER THE VIBRATING MACHINE
for being such a loyal reader of my blog. Hah!

2006-05-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

WHAT A DAAAAAAAY.

Drama was funny! We saw each of our performances and hahaha Ms Sunita should put it on you tube man! The pandorra sound came out weird :( Bah that was the highlight of our skit. It's over anyway. And thanks to all those who said our pandorra skit was nice! Y'all made our day :D

I BANGED DRAMA AND LIT.
the highest of the highest.
thank you thank you thank you!
And when i get good grades, i'm nice to everyone!
Lalalalaa.

Straight after drama, we went for dance prac :)
yeah although the stuffs ahem said were not very nice,
we still carried on dancing without a damn. (what a nice term don't you think?)
See that's what i love about you guys
always so positive and everything!

Dance was our ecstasy today! It took immediate effect :O
We were on a rolllll man!
Denise, Rach, Cher and me were so high that we started thinking that we could fly.
G had to leave early but came back laterrr.
Then Nikki and belle suddenly pulled me and said
N&B: 'OMG yan! There's a pink streak in the sky, damn cool!
me: 'Where where where?!!!!'
N&B: 'There! -frantically points- it looks like it's a FLYING PIG.
me: 'Not funny you guys. beep -censored-'
Arrrgh!

Hmm today's performance by the Poor theatre was an eye-opener!
It was called 'objects of desire'. Haha sounds interesting right?
So.
There was this part where
it was total darkness and i was scared i grabbed cass's hand!
But it was really freaky and they were making noises with their hands?!

After that, Nat, Cass, Ain, Rach, Sha, Nikki and me had dinner at pastamania. By that time I was starving! No lunch and no dinner la. Sheesh how did i pull through that, I amaze myself sometimes :S
Haha then we went to the ground level where the arcades are but we played the 'gambling machine'. Okay that's what I've decided to call it.

There was so much screaming and shrieking that there were ppl crowding 'round to see!
Haha nikki was good man, we were addicted to it just like that -snaps fingers-
Nikki almost won a nokia 6280 dammit! So close yet so far.
We shall invest in this and all prizes will be divided so there'll be more $$ to shop!! Hehheh!

I think i'm losing my voice cos I sound so lowww like a guy :/
honey&lemon strepsils i need!

Tomorrow's SCGS's open house! Debbie kept yacking about it! Yesss you're very excited, we KNOW. And she told me why she isn't updating anymore. -Gasp! Eew such losers okay. Don't worry too much about this! Stop frowning already la, after get wrinkles! Eeyur.
I told her about the Jovel stuffs and she wasn't surprised at all.
Tsk thank gawd she's not a blabber.

Haha i promised Jovel I would give her special mention in my blog cos she sang 'Somewhere over the rainbow' in attempt to cheer me up! Aw. Even though you had a rough day too, you still tried and that's more than enough for me! That was really sweet of you. ilu ilu ilu

i can't stop thinking of you
and the way you look tonight.

I've been hit by all the oldies! They're so old yet so meaningful :)
Aaahh i'm turning in now! It's 0140, gosh!
I've to wake up at 0800 to return my costume
Dieeeeeeeeeee.

YOU DON'T GET IT, DO YOU?

2006-05-17T01:52:00.000-07:00

What you heard was one side of the story
You don't even know what exactly happened.
The truth? What bullshit.
It was just a rumour that only my class knew cos we didn't really know her.
It was a freaking rumour that spread from one classmate to the other and then to me.
Do you get the picture now?
Plus you kept bugging me for it and i was reluctant at first but i still told you
because you were my friend.
Cos what's the point of raking up the past when it's already over?
And please I did not spread any rumour
it was because you asked me
so I told ONLY you.
That isn't gossip smartass
That's an answer that I'm giving you.
So next time you open your humongous mouth
I suggest you find out the facts before jumping to your own conclusion

On a lighter note, I can't wait for the PANDORRA skit :) Haha we had a run through and it was hilarious. Haha we're gonna mess up our hair and put eyeliner! Whoooo. Oh we're acting as demons. Okay I'm gonna publicise it now.

DRAMA SKIT ON WRATH
at the studio during recess.
There will be a total of 4 brillant performances done by the DEPers.
Queen Elizabeth, Pandorra, Merdusa and last but not least The Wrath of God.
So come down to the studio during recess and be mesmorized by our version of wrath!

I don't know why I'm feeling all excited and jittery about it. Weird.

I shall reply my tags for once.

grace- Really? Aww that's nice of you to say that :) Grazie!
liz*- Haha it was a pleasant surprise to see you the other day. Misses alot <3
denise- Yeah it was! You guys coming this sat right? We'll have somemore fun :D Yay
nat- Hey! Yes i do. We did put on a great show didn't we? ;) Must shhh about the stuffs okay. Haha thanks for cheering me up!
shaandrach- Oh is it? Sorry I didn't take the programme! Aah.
sha- Yeah thanks shaaaa <3
kailing- You do? Thanks! You flatter my blog. Haha you were great tooo! :D
denise- Meowlo (means hello). Haha you were awesome man! ilu!
rach- Okay okay my spelling sucks! But you still love me riight? Yeah it was saaaad! I was almost tearing :(
debbie- Hey debbwie! Oh yes we HAVE to. I can still remember your face when we told you about val. Hoho your face darling! Hahaha!

To let go must be so hard
but to hold on must be even worse.

TAKE OFF THAT MASK.

2006-05-16T02:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's performance was good.
Everyone gave it their best shot so
GOOD JOB DANCERS :)

sorry i won't upload the pics cos i don't want to suffer the humility of you laughing at me wearing that awful cheena costume.

Equality.
None of that in the whole production.
Well never mind it's over already!
Thank goodness.

Haha i woke up at 10am this morning! Couldn't get up la. More like don't want to!
So we had the drama prac for thurs in the studio. Haha pandorra wasn't exactly convincing cos we had missing ppl and then me and g had to leave early. Yay can't wait for thurs! Oh my goodness, i just realised it's our first performance outside our own dep group! Haha we're gonna put lots and lots of eyeliner yeah? :DDD

I won't won't harp on all the negativity that's been happening cos i want to be all happy
at least on my blog.

The moment I wake up
Before I put on my make-up
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair now
And wond'ring what dress to wear now
I say a little prayer for you

I just finished watching my best friend's wedding!
It's my all time fav movie. So sweeet :)

Remember that we're always here for you so feel better dear!
Heck what others say, it's what you think that matters most :)

2006-05-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

How can you say you love somebody
How can you say you really care
How can you say you're the lucky one
when you see the love that Gobi and Xena shared.

Awww Krishnan's Diary was another of those tragic love story kind, though much more modern. But still really touching and sad. When he sang this song at the finale, I was on the verge of tears :( And the amazing thing was that it was only one guy doing all the acting! he used different masks to potray different characters and it worked so well. I mean, I love this guy man!

We started with gathering at the 'foyer'. Everybody looked really good. Haha and we talked about the MOS party stuff ;) Now i really want to go! Go go get tickets!

Mmhm i'm starting to dread tmr.
My father flew back from hk just to see my performance and is flying back on tues morning.
What if I turn out to be this huge disappointment?!
Anyway I just have a teeny weeny part so i guess even if i screwed up,
it won't really matter.

DON'T YOU JUST HATE MY ATTITUDE.
I'm such a effing negative ass who spoils everything.
Ugh I'm trying to think of it in another perspective.
I try.
tried.
only to fail yet again.

Dance for Him. He deserves it more than anyone else. Ultimately, it's not about the glory, it's about you expressing yourself in a creative way that displays your originality and uniqueness. Cheer up, where's the yan who talked about using God's gifts to glorify him ? wonderfully said by Liz :)

I feel better somehow, knowing that it's all God's will.
All the best for tomor! :)

Haha oh HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY TO ALL MUMMYS :DDD

2006-05-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness.
i just finished watching the pirated version of the da vinci code.

and get this,
the whole movie was in cantonese! And the only words i know are lei hou ma.
wait is that even cantonese?
okay whatever so.
i couldn't understand a thing.
plus there were NO eng subtitles.
I almost died sitting there listening to alien language. Gah the misery of the lack of subtitles D:

But that Audrey Tatou's (sp?) a brillant actress. Oscar-worthy :)
It's 0040 on a sunday morning.
Stewwwpid coffee make me high :(

Aah the sneaking with Liz was a failure man! We'll try all the uloo uloo cinemas until they let us in okay! Hahaha but great shopping today yes? You should def wear that babydoll top later today when you meet ahem! You lucky lucky thaang!

Hahaha i think HotNat doesnt know she's HotNat. Oh well it's rather obvious right since all the sec twos are calling her that. Haha oh oh! Shakiraaaaaaa. I know Cass was like ':OOO' when she saw the video! Tut-tut don't deny! ;D

I'm going to stone in my bed till i fall asleep.
Tata!

2006-05-13T03:07:00.000-07:00

KUDOS TO KIMMM FOR HELPING ME WITH THIS SKIN :)

Haha argh i have so much to say.
Okay let's take it one at a time yeah!

Debbie's wedding: Ritz Carlton! Wine! Mr Lee Hsien Yang! Lawyers! General statements! 4inch heels! Daniel yam gowns! Photos! Haha something like that ;)

Daddy's bday: Ooh we ate at sunandmoon jap restaurant in wheelocks. Haha shabu shabu yummy! Oh we had a choc-a-bloc cake :) Sinfully gooood. Haha and and. They gave us a free plate of sashimi cuz they heard us singing the bday song. So nice right! :DDDD

Hmm today we had drama session at tao nan! Did a skit on wrath about Pandorra or whatever. Quite well done i must say. Come down to the foyer on thurs to support us Drama Elect Girls! Whoooots.

Then headed for ballet where denise and gang joined us for their first ballet session! Hahaha they're good la. And gnat tied french braid for me cuz she said she needed practice for the public performance :) Oh yes on mondayyyyy!

I saw Bt in Tao Nan! Gawwwd it's been ages since we met. Haha he's gonna train my brother badminton on sundays now! Haha so weird but at least i know my brother's coach. Mmhm met Liz with her mum in pp's yakun :) I think today's some kind of a reunion! Haha yeah da vinci code tonight. Eh I'm having second thoughts about sneaking in :S I need your confidence man!

DANSE FELINE SUR CORDES at Victoria Theatre!
You're in for a treeaaaat ;)

Don't worry your secret's safe with moi.

PHOTOSSSS :)

2006-05-10T07:39:00.000-07:00

My card that i made for daddy's bday!! <3

Daddy's Bday dinner group shot :)

The daughters :D

Random Photo #2 I WANT MY LAYS! unfortunately, min does not.

Random Photo #2 Universal Studios! ACTION!

Debbie's wedding at Ritz-Carlton, My bro in the cu-ote tux!

Underage drinking, SO?

Table 50. Remember the number dooode.

Posing in the car! :DDD

Yes another one!

I'm talllllllll. Like yay?!

Doesn't Debbie look so beau-tiful in her gown! Haha

I will give more details for daddy's bday dinner and debbie's wedding tmr! Cuz I gotta catch the documentary on the Da Vinci code! :D

toodles till laterrrrr <3

BIG KISSES.

2006-05-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

OH GAWWWD. I forgot again for the millionth time!! I am ugh forgetful.
Nonono, I have a selective memory :)

So today I had my ballet exam :)
I am so relieved it's over. No more late nights on tuesdays! Whoohooo
Hmm my examiner was a certain Ms Fairfield, she's kinda nice for an examiner.
Haha i thought she'll look stern with a stare that makes your already jellied arms and legs even jellier. Haha it's funny if you think of it in a cartoonish way. Nevermind!

I had a facelift done by lorraine's very helpful friend. Meaning: My hair was tied up in an oh so tight bun that it looked like I just went for a facelift. Hahaha.

YIPPEEYAAYOOO!!! IT'S OVER! FINALLY :DD

I am DF relieved!! Like you can't see that already ;)

We had a rehearsal at VT ytd. It has that english aura that makes you feel like it's england. Okay maybe I was wondering too much cuz we sat down for what, 4 hours until we finally got a chance to dance? Wth.

THERE ARE NO SMALL PARTS, ONLY SMALL DANCERS.

I needed to motivate myself. Maybe I should get Dr Tan's motivational posters! A good investment indeed! Haha

Thanks y'all for all the well-wishes before I went off! Haha i think I've covered the 'I Love You' part many times already.

BUT.
For the sake of those who haven't got sick of hearing it,

I AMOUR YOU.

GELATO CRAVE :OO

2006-04-30T06:45:00.000-07:00

I woke up early today at appoximately 8am :)
Quite a feat I must say for the Incredible Snooze-Lazer.

Uh huh.
Didnt go for fl but i went for service as Pastor Joel was speaking today!!
He's like awesome. Totally God-sent.

So. Today's message was about investing our talents for the right purposes. It's not about the fame, glory, so on and so forth but ultimately, it's for the ever-loving king, God :) We were given our talents from God and the purpose is to glorify His almighty name and to reach out to the hundreds, thousands, millions out there who don't know Him.

After being so motivated and all and of course the yummy lor mee, I headed for ARISE dance practice. For once, I was early!! See I'm still super guai under all the uhm yeah.

And. Aunt Carrie shared a msg about being God's army and how we must use our talents to fight the battle. He is with us and We will be victorious cuz THROUGH HIM ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE, Amen?

*DING, CRACKLE, BOOOM!*
Something struck me there. In both messages, 'using our talents fruitfully' was the main point. And I am serving the Lord through dancing in ARISE which through the event, reach out to those who are not saved. How wonderful this vison is, to see children raising up their hands, reaching higher and higher, which seem to be desperately calling for the Lord!

Okay my cheemology ended there cuz hello if I continued, I wouldn't be the Yannay Oow you know. But a deeep analyst who spent her whole life searching for answers to her questions and more questions. Eew. No way.

Haha dance was fun! We completed the whole song of ARISE with our flags and this is only our third session! HOORAY :D Although the adults still need help, they inproved alot since the last time. Haha so it's 'kids', wait no, 'the younger generation' to the rescue again huh?!

Heh as the adults were kinda lost in the middle of the song, Aunt Carrie suddenly asked me to lead them. I was 'HUH?', couldn't help it okay. But yeah pretty soon I went up, did my best and well all glory to God! :DDD

Had to rush to ballet soon after to brush up on my steps. Woah put cristal and me together and we'll make the crappiest, wackiest, craziest pair ever. The whole time we were just laughing at the silliest thing man! But luckily Mdm Lim was still in her good mood and she said we were ready for the exam! Mm I'm a weee bit scared :(

I need the quality, I want the quantity.

How random. But that's how you know me ;)

IT'S ALL D' MAMA.

2006-04-29T03:14:00.000-07:00

I'm so totally loving drrrrama :)

Haha i didn't felt like this at first cuz when we were given a task to come up with a skit on the theme pain, i had so many many ideas BUT.
I couldn't use any of them cuz it didn't fit.

I was quite worried plus it didn't help that it was just me and my partner doing this. While the rest of the groups had a minimum of 5/6 people! -gulps

Ms Suneeta: 'Ooh only two of you! It's gonna be quite a challenge.'
Me: -widens eye-
Partner: Don't worry, we're up to the challenge!
Me: Umm yeah sure.
I love the girl's attitude!!

Haha as you can see, I was very apprehensive :S Haha thank goodness she was there, all calm and assuring :) Really don't know what I'll do without her!

So anyway.
We did a skit about the Nazi war where I was the prisoner and she was the officer interrogating me. Alot of pushing, hitting, falling. Haha let's just say it was alot of ACTion.

Yes we were pretty confident about the ACTion part but we were afraid the lack of EMOtions would destroy everything. And we were the first to present! STRESSSSS.

It went pretty well. Lines were smoothly delivered, the mood was created, gestures were there.
Then it was the emoemo scene:

-Partner exits- (after telling the prisoner-of-war that he is going to locate her family and kill them all)
POW: Noooo, Please don't.. -cries LITERALLY-
POW: Why is this happening to me.. -looking up with hands open wide-
<--END-->

Okay the crying part was EMO EMO WHOOOSH! I couldn't believe I started tearing okay! Like tears were streaming down my face and there were actually people in the audience tearing tooo! :O

OHMYGAAAAWD.
I've never been so into character before. When I was crying, I wasn't me anymore. Somehow I was transported into the war era and everything just fell into place. It's this total change when I wasn't Woo Yan Yan anymore, I was a Prisoner-Of-War.

Needless to say, that performance was my best ever so far this year. And thank you so much to my dearest partner who made all this possible. WE ARE THE EDRAMAMO ROCK! :DD

Other groups were fantastic too! Hmm I'm pretty nervous about the year-end dep exam pieces but it's in His hands so all i gotta do is work extremely hard and pray, pray, pray!

Many many events are happening next week! Lalalalalaa

2006-04-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

I AM FEELING SO FREAKIN HIGH CUZ I JUST ATE THREE WONKA BARS.

You know how they make you oh so hyyyper. Too much sugar already!

But that's okay.
Cuz today Mdm Lim(Ballet teacher) totally made my day.
She was giving individual comments after we completed everyth and I'm always the last.
SO.
When it came to my turn, I was like
'OH NOOO..Here she goes nagging at me again!!'
TO MY SURPRISE,
She said' Hmmm, you're good but don't you realise that you always look at your reflection?!
Me: To correct myself what!

Then, I was asking her some ques when she said:
'You don't have to worry about this. Just keep your style, it's your forte. Work on your technique instead.'

I was stunned man. Like I always get nagged. And now she's like keep up the good work. Wth. I think i could get used to this nice side of her :)

Recess was unusual. Warmer than usual. Hotttt in fact ;)

Oh my goodness. Kim is so absolutely right. What is wrong with me and Nats?!!
Pffft. Well, it's not totally my fault cuz they totally grab my attention.
Hahaha I LOVE MY NATS :DDD

Yesss and Debbie, Val, Cher, Kim, Lxq, Liz, Cass, Shoo etc...

Smile you! :)

2006-04-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

TODAY'S A MOODY DAY.

PROLLY CUZ IT'S A MONDAY :S

Haha so today during free period, I was reading debbie's posts when cass was like 'this girl's hot!'
Okay i thought it'll end there.

But nooo we had to see her friendster and comment on her dressing, features,..

Of course i told debbie about it.. And she was like,

debbie: OMG you mean you have friends with such good taste?!
me:-silence-
debbie: Hahaha you fell for it again yan! Haha so funnnny *laughs*
me: Do you hear anyone laughing? Noooo
debbie: Uh yeah isn't my laughter loud enough? *WAHAHAHA*
me: OKAY OKAY I GIVE UP. YOU WIN.
debbie: Like duh. I always win ;)

Gahhh debbie and her nonsense! But yeah thanks for giving me the talk.
'Everyone's equal under heaven'
Thanks debbieeee!! <3 color="#ff0000">I love you and yesss i think ***** deserves a chance!

Okay enough about debbie, today's dance practice was like -
Yeah except for the last part when HotNat shooook.
WOAHHH it's sizzling, it's shaking, it's hawwwt!

I think some people are born to shake
while others are born to admire them shake.

Unfair right? But who said there was going to be justice especially on this earth?!!

Oh oh. Before i forget, there's also Chernise Ong who I have to give special mention :)
Cuz she's such an asshole but a lovable one!
And she's very nice though rather selfish at times but still niiice!
Thank you for cheering me up and for that encouraging sms :DDD

If you didn't know you made my day
Now i'm telling you
Your smile was all it took
And if you didn't know how much you mean to me
Now i'm singing this song
To show how much i love you

You know i think no matter where we go, there'll be always a 'bad' character so that we can strengthen our faith through these challenging people we encounter. The second greatest commandment is Love Thy Neighbour. And that, although hard, will be my aim. With Him, All things are Possible! Amen?

Haha oh my, get ready for a

New & Improved..
YANNAY OOW :D

Coming sooon. Stay tuned for more updates!

2006-04-22T06:22:00.000-07:00

TODAY I WOKE UP WITH A WIDE GRINNN :D

WHY?

BECUZ TODAY'S THE DAY NATSHA AND ME ARE GONNA WATCH BURN THE FLOOR!!!

SO.
In the morning we had the Gavel Club thing. Haha i was about to drift into my own world..
when NATHANIEL TAN went up to gave his speech.

WHOA. I was surprised by his smooth delivery of speech cuz okay i guess i underestimated him in that gawdy shirt. Heh okay i was charmed for like a split second. (For your info my second drags until i say it stops) Haha

Then, we rushed for ballet before rushing off again to suntec for the much anticipated--

BURN THE FLOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There were soo many ppl! And all of them were immaculately groomed. Like seriously, everybody looked really good. Haha we flipped through the program we bought while walking ro our seats!

We sat riiiiight at the FRONT. Haha so cool okay. Yeeeaaaahh man.

ANYWAY.
The show started with a 'BANG' literally. Haha there were so many hot bods shaking and butts vibrating that my pulse was racing. Whooooo feel the heat yettttt?

And and. I liked the part where they did the hand jive and oh of course the salsa was tres hot!
The costumes were very colourful, totally eye-catching :) My eyes almost died and went to heaven. I said Almost.

Lightings were good too. They really created the mooood. Mmhm and the backdrop where they did the waltz was so starrrrry! Dark purple with sparkles if i am not wrong. Aaaahhh...

I couldn't help but notice all of that since i am in drama elect. Haha maybe it'll be useful next time right..? Haha

It ended pretty fast -BOOOO.
Haha oh! when they took their bows, we jumped out of our seats and dashed out to get their autographs!!! Typical Kiasu Singaporean (TKS)

We were first in line! Heh we got the autographs of ANDREW PALMER, BOJAN FESEL, GORDANA GRANDOSEKN AND KERRY LAVELL :DDDDD
I took a picture with Bojan and Gordana. They're picture purrfect.

If you're wondering why i haven't posted any pictures,
it's simply because I FORGOT TO BRING IT. Gah how dumb. Okay you can stop NOW.

Well if you really want to see the pics, come look for me and i'll show you what my lovely camera phone captured :) Hahaha

I ate hokkien mee for dinner! YUM! Anddd i bought a zara tee.

SOMETHING STEWPID HAPPENED THEN.

A ungentleman cut my taxi queue! Grrrr. He was like sorry lohh. Like wth!!?!
Of course the taxi driver had eyes to see that i came first so he scolded the guy.
Haha and that ungentleman had no choice but to get out for me to go in.
:D

Tmr I'm gonna get my dress for my cousin's wedding. It's gonna be held at the Ritz-Carlton! bling bling

Au Revoir!

2006-04-20T06:17:00.000-07:00

Aaahh guess what. Liz just told me that she had an extra ticket from her sis for the hollaback crew but didn't even think of asking me cuz i'm always so busy. Pfffftt.

So, she made me upload this pic on my blog as consolidation?!

Hahahaha riight. It's over anyway.

Take the Lead on friday with the EX-ES!!

DANSE FE'LINE SUR CORDES on 15th May!( Victoria Theatre)

DAMN ISN'T FRENCH SEXXY ;)

2006-04-19T07:01:00.000-07:00

AS PROMISED :)

RANDOM PHOTO #1 it runs in the family you see..

RANDOM PHOTO #2 imperfections and more

RANDOM PHOTO #3 -purses lips-

2006-04-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

I'm officially stresseddddd.
It sucks when the last few weeks have been oh-so-bright&cheerful and now it's all dull DDD:

Cause factors:

- Many many cas!
- The Mthong scare ( it kept me awake the whole night)
- Two weeks to ballet exam and I'm not ready :S
- VT Dance Performance on May 15
- DEP presentation
- Piles of tution hw
- NO MORE FREE TIME

Gahh :(
Now i really reeaally wanna change to computer club w Cher and Pat!

Hmmm i finally went for the weds danceprac session today! Haha and i saw the whole dance put together. All i can say is that the catfight is worth your 10 buck ticket!

I think they shouldn't be cats but dawwgs cos they were really good. Like way bitchy. Haha to think that there's so much drama involved in dance! Ooooh.

Anyway.
Did i mention that my class has the most number of Drama Elective Students??!
So a warning to all,

Try messing with us and we'll give you dramaaa.

Heh oh! We went to the Botanic Gardens to DRAW. It was so Humid (which in our language is so DF HOTTT) plus the biggg red ants didn't help.

So. On the way back, We passed by SCGS, Haha immediately I thought of Debbie and Val and how funny they'll look in that awf-, sorry uhh.., UNIQUE uniform.
Hahahaha i was so thankful for my uniform then :) even though it's green and so on..

CAUSE EVERYTIME WE TOUCH, I GET THIS FEELING.
AND EVERYTIME WE KISS I SWEAR I COULD FLY.
CAN'T YOU FEEL MY HEART BEAT FAST, I WANT THIS TO LAST.
NEED YOU BY MY SIDE

Hahaha okay anyw, There's one thing I'm looking forward for!!

BURN THE FLOOR! First row seats :DDDD

Oh and there's ARISE practice on sunday! Okaay make that two things I'm looking forward to :)

Tataaa!

CAPS.

2006-04-16T01:40:00.000-07:00

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2006-04-15T03:58:00.000-07:00

THERE. Hope you're happy now!

Rach at the dramabox thang. Haha we love you Racheeee!!

Sunnies are a must.

Nope, no photoshop. Val taught me this ;)

I am a civilised person who DOES NOT infulence the innocent with the middle finger. Unlike those two! Rach, Your's truly and Cass.

Resemblance? NAHHH.

Fairest to Darkest. THAT'S A FACT OKAY.

OMG Becky told me a db! And I'm the only one who knows :O So in turn I told her one of my darkest, most well-kept secrets. -GASPP
YOU BETTER FEEL HONOURED MAN!

****'s damn sweeeeeet. I feel that mushyy butterflies thing again. Awwww <3

EASTER TOMOR!! Egg hunt anyone? :DDD

2006-04-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

Today's Good Friday. Yeah esp the Gooood part ;)

Heh ANYWAYY.
service was good, worship was good and somehow my vocab is being limited to.. GOOD.
Hmmm..

So I received the best easter prez. That was 'Daddy coming home from hk after 3 wks there!!'
Yes if you saw me in an emoemo state that day, it was cuz of this ;)
I was how shocked okay. He said he was coming back on the 19th!
And relieved.

Everything that I bottled took effect yesterday. I was pretty surprised myself cos i thought I could handle my emotions preetty well. Apparently NOT.

I'm happpy haappy now :) Life doesn't suck, well it never did.
It was just me who was blinded by all the negativity.

Oh many thanks to Debbie who talked sense to me when i was like a '0'
and to Val who cracked me up as usual with her witty humour,
Liz! Who has gone through soooooo much with me..
My lil Natsha- making me smile with your irritating laughter :)

Today should be thanksgiving day.
Cuz I've so much to thank for.
The wondrous Cross.
The complete Family.
The friends.
...
..
.

And many more.

2006-04-12T01:47:00.000-07:00

CHECK THIS OUT!

http://www.frontsteps.com/movies/play/

IT'S REALLY COOL :DDD

2006-04-12T01:18:00.000-07:00

VAL PLEASE DO NOT COPY AND PASTE. THANK YOU ;)

Anyway.
The first ARISE practice for dance was last sunday and it was funnn!
We did flags and though the steps were nice, it was rather difficult :S

Heh heh i remember the last ARISE '05 and during the song,
'WHOO HOO!'..

MY 'SKIRT' SUDDENLY DROPPED WITH A WHOOOSH!

I was damn paiseh okay! Haha at least everything was covered! Hope the cameras didn't catch that -.-

I miss the arise dancers '05 :(
the jokes, the indian slang, Uncle Dixon, GRACE, BECKS, MIN, ROXANNE,...
And of course,
-Ahem!

I THINK TODAY JUST AIN'T MY DAY.
SOME KIND OF A JINX DAY.

OH well.

Without you, life's meaningless.
An empty 0

Before R&J, there was..

2006-04-07T06:27:00.001-07:00

Fridays are officially movie days! since I've been doing it almost every fri :) And so, i watched...

YES YES! IT'S TRISTAN & ISOLDE!!! Heh

I think I'm in love with it- Tragic loove stories are da love!! think TROY <3 Oooh Tristan ;)

I want a Tristan too! :D Let me count thee ways :-

He's loyal, very loyal
He's hot
He stuck to one chick throughout his whole life (which wasn't very long but still!)
He's the quiet kind
He can fight very well
He has a nice structured body ;)
HE'S DA MAN!!!

BUT

HE SACRIFICED LOVE TO FIGHT FOR HIS COUNTRY.

I mean, yeah it's really noble of him and everything but what about the poor gal??! :/

On the other hand,

SHE WOULDN'T LOVE A MAN WHO'D RUN AWAY.

I love the fighting scenes! So engaging!! Haha the storyline was okaay. I think it'll be interesting if Orlando Bloom played Tristan and Claire Danes played Isolde.

But that wouldn't be fair cos Claire Danes played juliet before. Haha but she would be an experienced Isolde! :D

Even though Tristan is a fictional character, okay not reeally, but I'm gonna find one. One day :)

I THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WILD IMAGINATION.

Bye Bye Tristan :)

Oh here's the theme song! It's better than mariah carey's song, in my opinion. Heehee.

by Gavin Degraw

We belong together

Like the open seas and shores

Wedded by the planet force

We've all been spoken for



The hammer may strike

Me dead on the ground

A net to my hand

A cross on his crown

We're done if, who we're undone

Finished if who we are incomplete

As one we are everything

We are everything we need



We belong together

Like the open seas and shores

Wedded by the planet force

We've all been spoken for



What good is a life

With no one to share

The light of the moon

The honor of a swear

Will you try to live the way of which you speak

Taste the milk of your mother earth's love

Spread the word of consciousness you see

We are everything we need



We belong together

Like the open seas and shores

Wedded by the planet force

We've all been spoken for



If you want this song, you know who to look for ;)

2006-04-05T02:09:00.000-07:00

Lalalalaa.. Here i am posting a dance picture and skipping dance prac :/

screw the CLOCK.

2006-04-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

OMG! Now i know not one but three zhao mings!
But one is a girl and the other two are guys :S
Haha and there's at least 10 people who has the same name as me
so much for being ONE OF A KIND.

we-ll it's just a name.

BUT. still

Debbie's house is waay huge. Haha but i think the kitchen was the most interesting! There was this whole cupboard for all the cake mixture, cookie mixture, the make-it stuff. Haha and we made chocolate-chip cookies! Yumm! But we threw away the first batch cos it was umm burnt. Haha long story.

ANYWAY. I am so in love with her princess bed!!! :D BUt now it's no more princessy cos me and val terrorised it! The terrorists from far away invaded princess debbie's room! Muahahahaa! So we sat on her comfy bed and watched all our vids we made! Haha 'stronger' was hilarious ;) do you remember the ..

We came across this emoemo song that was entitled 'decembers'. That song definitely wins the most touching song of the year.

Three-way was intense. too intense.

shhh..

:D

2006-03-31T19:45:00.000-08:00

Sport's Day: a day with plenty of screaming and jumping with little emphasis on sports.

Mass dance was a total failure but we had fun doing our own thaang. ;)

Towning after that with Cass, Pat, Cher and Nat. But we lost each other halfway?! Haha! Met tiff after taking printies!! After a hi-bye, we headed to Forever 21 and got my purple tee!

Purple spells R-O-Y-A-L-T-Y

DANG, I WAS REALLY TEMPTED TO GET THE POLKA-DOT SKIRT FROM ZARA! SO CUU-OTE.

So, I didn't get the num bag. BUT. I'm going out with Mummy tonight sooo.. Haha!

HAPPY APRIL FOOOL'S EVERYBODIEE!! go prank call someone now! :D Liz!!! How could you! But it was kinda funny, come to think of it. Bah!

I LOOVE DEBBIE AND VAL!!! Mwww-uah! Three-way tonight! Debbie's house tomor! :DDD

SPOILED! But not brrrats.

SAY WHAAAT?!

2006-03-28T05:15:00.000-08:00

HELLOOO EVERYBODIE :)
haha i'm finally updating! yes i'm sucha angel

SO i'm currently listening to the take it all by hillsong united, and it's playing non-stop in my head! I can't can't concentrate. Oh well, I'll just play by ear! Haha

Sports day this friday! Not that i'm really looking forward to it but well, it's kinda like a holiday only with people running and dancing! Haha i remembered last year's mass dance where we were just doing our own thing. Aahhh, what fond memories..

TAKE, TAKE, TAKE IT ALL.

Haha you should go listen to the song! So you'll get hooked like me!

DOES ANYBODY HAVE THE EMINEM SONG WHICH GOES

'SHAKE THAT MMPF FOR ME, C'MON GIRL. SHAKE THAT MMPF FOR ME, AW GIRL!'

Hahaha! Quick send meeeee! That song makes me so MMMPFF. Heh :D

Mag's pointes are the same as serene! And annabelle! Haha the shade of pink is nice, like baby pink ;) i want to see her pointe work sooon!

Cher's hilarious. Just wait for her to open her mouth and everything erupts out, much like an explosion. Mount Chernise the KA-BOOOM! Hahaha! <3

freeze

2006-03-24T22:34:00.000-08:00

Copy and paste the questions to your site and answer them, then pick five people whom you wish to be Singled Out. Don't forget to tell them they've been SINGLED OUT!

1. You get one wish of anything, what would you ask for?
MORE WISHES duh

2. What animal would you be?
Is elmo considered an animal?

3. Something you want to do in your life.
Learn Salsa!

4. One time there were these Ninjas... (finish the statement):
who later changed their names to NINNYS.

5. One song you could listen to over and over again:
Lost without you - DeltaGoodrem

6. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke! pepsi YUCK.

7. Something you're looking forward to:
Easter! Public Performance!

8. What's a "mastoid"? (Take a guess no peeking in a Dictionary):
Some tablet that makes you high?

9. One good deed you've done lately:
I made 29637514 people laugh!! -i stopped counting after 20-

10. A funny moment in your life:
When the three of us made a music video! more like a noisy video

Well here are the 5 people.
Liz-&Boy-&;Nat-&Debbie-&Mel

Lalalalaa.. :D Won't be going for cg night cos Luther & Lionel are coming over! The last time people came over was CNY which's like, ages ago. They're going to get the choc-a-bloc cake which meimei&me looove! Aww so nice they remembered!! <3

Mummy says she'll share the lancome voucher with me. Only that i don't really use lancome products but it was really sweet of her to offer :) And she says i can get that num bag!! Yaaay! Oh wait, i think she said provided i don't fail any paper. Haha yess mummy!!

the insanity of it all says:
u see the picture on the right

the insanity of it all says:
i took it =)

YOU GET IT JUST LIKE THAT. says:
lion?

YOU GET IT JUST LIKE THAT. says:
oh wow where!

the insanity of it all says:
its a false mountain lion

the insanity of it all says:
at the zoo

YOU GET IT JUST LIKE THAT says:
so its not real.

YOU GET IT JUST LIKE THAT says:
THEN PUT UP FOR WHAT
----------------------------------------

how ironic.

milky cocoa puffs :)

2006-03-24T04:52:00.000-08:00

every single day of the week was sooo sleepy and YAY IT'S ENDED :)
the hyperness start again!
hoooray for weekends!!!

drama was so physical today, i think ms sunita was really disappointed in us and she even criticised hilary duff! well not that i didnt agree with her but still! it was kinda mean :S
but i liked the sculpting part! i was the clay and ms gail uh moulded me and vice versa after that, it was so cool. haha then we got into groups and we did the theme on war! it was a whole gigglelaughlaughlaugh session. hahaha their expressions were just hilarious! heh

the untited we stand cd's alrdy sold out!! AAAHH! i can't wait cos i'm veerry very impatient. cher can testify! anyway i saw the cute earring holder again, i'm gonna get the purple one next friday :D :D and the ilfootball shirt which was damn cute.

haha oh we went to do the window-stick colouring thing! i've absolutely no idea what that's called so yeah. so we picked that design that my sister did in p2! the gorgeous girl whom we named the chocolate princess cos of her browwn hair! haha when i told my sis, she was laughing.. at me. mm well at least i made her uh happy! haha yay?
we took like an hour to complete it with all the passerby-s looking at us curiously.
and suddenly there was two girls who came over to the table to complete some dumb survey.
she tried to get to know us but she failed terribly. haha our convo went smth like this,
girl:"what's your name?" -points to cass-
cass:" umm cass"
girl: "and yours?" -points to ME-
me:"yan yan"
girl:" *gushes* your name's so cute! so -points at cher- your name's POCKY right??"
allofus:" HAHAHAHAHA!!"

if cher's pocky then cass is hello panda!! hahaha those two should do comedy man! she thinks it was funny but it was us that added in that made it funny. haha there, i made another two people happy! heh

audition tmr (?) BREAK A LEGGY!!!

EVERYBODY SHOULD BE HAPPY! SHALALALALAA

2006-03-23T05:15:00.000-08:00

YES i finally finished my drama essay and the 5 observations!!!
all hail the last minute queen!
haha it wasn't as hard as i expected it to be and 500 words wasn't thaaat much.
mmhm oh i decided to go with this new layout!!
it's modelly, it's simple and i like it! love is too strong a word.

i've been called a manipulative fureek, GIIK, dramaqueen, oownaynay and retarded the last few days and I DON'T LIKE IT. -ahem

but who cares, as long as they're happy then i'm happy too :)
happy people do happy things and make other happy people happy!
BE HAAAPPY PEOPLE :D

uh huh and besides how can you not be happy when there's someone up there who loooves you so much that He's willing to die for you? how many people will do that for YOU?
i'll just fureaak at the sight of blood so um nothing personal but i can't die for you!
so BE HAPPY AND MAKE SOMEONE ELSE'S DAY BECUZ

...

YOU'RE LOVED SO DEARLY <3
AND HIS LOVE IS NEVER FAILING
NEVER ENDING
EVERLASTING.

*-- amour! to each and everyone of you.

2006-03-13T23:56:00.000-08:00

is that cass os is that a BEM jumping onto earth to take over the world? HAH

nel's gonna fall!!!

hopscotch! i won!

oooh i wonder what was down there..

this was suppose to be a retarded shot. cass spoiled it :(

even sam could swing better than cass!! tsk

group shot :D

haha cass learnt to swing properly! WOW

OMG that is so not me! me doing that?! ugh NO WAY.

some sad movie pose. haha damn we failed!

swing swing

nel and me :)

i think the pics should be enough. let's just say i had alot of fun!! thanks you two for making it happen, although lots of stuff have been happening, thanks for making me smile inspite of all that :) uh huh sorry cher couldn't make it, hope she's alright now! oh HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS :) love you my one and only BEM! looking forward to more fun times with ya during dep! haha oh yes the vjc a level prelims were so good! bob doing his cowboy slang, the many sad and moving pieces, the outdoor piece though it was raining (we were how soaked)... i can't wait for their drama night! mmhm i haven't got any inspiration for the what, min 500 word essay on how to write a story?? GAH.

inline skating later with liz! YAY.

the amazing run.

2006-03-09T05:14:00.000-08:00

the amazing race sadly wasn't that amazing
but i had fun running around and laughing and laughing. haha the roadblocks were okay
but i liked the oreo one. uber funny :) yes although we didn't win, mm why can't we win for once *ahem, i sure had fun. mmhm 2squareb was hilarious and really sporting!!
thanks for being such a wonderful group. haha we were what made the whole race amazing thus amazing race?? heh.
the cheerleading steps are almost finished(?) cos we're gonna do more formations than dance steps. yup i hope we have the retreat at the chalet!! oh i can't wait to go to nat's chalet :D
she'll prob spook me with all those supernatural stuff- HAHA what am i thinking?? that is so not her! haha ytd's ahlian online convo wasn't what i expected. i mean, we're total certified lians man! not that i'm proud of it but pls no more euu, lurrb, etc. i had enough. haha yesss.

-amazing race later tonight! :))

~~you~~ hold me in your arms
never ever let me go
i wanna spend eternity with you

2006-03-05T19:58:00.002-08:00

i was listening to pastor joel's msg ytd about forgiveness and it made me realise that i find it really hard to forgive and forget. i mean it's such a challenge to forget the trauma you had to go through, the emotional pain you had to endure and you just can't look at the person in the same way you used to, all these adds up and obviously you'll want to take revenge. i sat there thinking all these hateful thoughts when all of that vanished as he read romans 11:19 Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written:"it is mine to avenge; i will repay," says the Lord. in other words, vengence isn't mine, and if God choses to let it go then i will let it go too :) so if you 'play' with me you 'play' with Him. don't play play, you're at your own risk!

to forgive isn't cheap
it doesn't come free
it costs pride and face
and memory
it's biding your time
and biting your tongue
and forgetting words
carelessly slung
Jesus forgave
He paid in full
He'll show us how
and make us whole
if we just trust
and learn to live
as we're forgiven
is how to forgive

i wish i wasn't her

2006-03-03T01:58:00.000-08:00

it was never YOUR fault.
rather it was her.
she let you down.
and the class.
and all of the ppl who had faith in her.
she was utterly utterly disappointed in herself.
she's just not good enough.
sorry doesn't help.
all those experiences taught her something.
maybe she should just resign as a vc and let someone take over her for term 2.
all that she remember was
i'm utterly disappointed in you!
what kind of vc are you?!
the whole time negative comments flooded her mind
while everyone else's was i can do it!
some thought she fell.
or that she had a heatstroke
it was a combination of both plus she was badly affected emotionally.
she will recover from this.
after all, time does heal.
at appox 4, a certain she died on the track on friday, 3rd of march.

in or out.

2006-03-01T00:04:00.000-08:00

yay i've alr booked tickets for burn the floor!! 1st row, centre seats! :)
hmm i thought alot today. the thunk period. when the highest mark for the compo was announced i was like, 'damn i missed by one mark man, it could have been me. ME.' you know, people always say 'aiya just try your best la' but what does it mean by trying your best- i always took it as okay i didn't do well for this one but i'll try my best for the next one! think positive! but then the next one comes and i find myself thinking the same thing. never have i aimed for being the best. the top. if only i have that mentality... but then i'd go bonkers under the stress. trying my best means what? getting all a1s and then lack in social skills? or getting average marks but very sociable? a balance should do it. the question is how? and until i find out, i plan to take a hiatus not that i haven't alr. practical considerations had never weighed so heavily on me. rather i had justified my actions on the premise that they were part of the necessary wider struggle. but was it really this or did some less noble impulse drive me to risk my reputation and bring hurt unintentionally?
______i think too much. must be that thunkfluenza.

is it just me or is it just freaking hot? how 'bout both.

2006-02-25T00:22:00.000-08:00

how do you dance if you burn the floor? this i gotta see
AAAHHH I CAN'T WAIT (: the suspense is killing me!!! help
with oh so HOT dancers like natalie lowe, sasha faber etc.
i really can't help sweating under the HEAT.
they'll be coming to sg on the 22nd and 23rd of april at suntec convention centre!
so hurry go book your tickets now!
you'll not be disappointed i assure you ;)
did anyone catch riverdance in 99?
OMG they were how awesome, incredible and SMOKIN' HOT. i was only 9 years old then but it still plays vividly in my mind! haha and the latin parts just left me speechless,
after that i was determined to take up salsa but until now, sigh
i haven't got time really!
oh i remember the part where this long curly hair brunette shook like crazy to the latin beat,
my jaw immediately dropped.
see how they connect with the audience? tkg dance club should really catch this man
and she wasn't thin, she was curvy
and when she shook, my palms went all sweaty.
i wasn't expecting this when my cuz took me, i thought it was a flowy kind of dance as the name suggests. boy thank goodness i was wrong,
if not i'd have fall asleep in what, 20 mins?
haha so after saying so much, anyone interested in going to watch 'burn the floor' with me??

believe me.

2006-02-23T04:10:00.000-08:00

i totally screwed up the lit drama! arrgh i blanked out up there, all the lines that were supposedly stuck in my head vanished with my confidence. gah! oh well at least my teammates were good, esp raman :) and gym rocks! hah oh today was the badminton finals! sadly, we didn't win :( the score was 3-2!! pfft! and it didn't help that the vs hall was practically a suana, we were all sweating like mad. but i had fun cheering! mmhm. i was soo caught up with the match that i went for tution at 5.18 (it's frm 3-6) haha i couldn't resist watching the match man! who can really
yes tmr c div's playing with dunman sec and we're gonna cheer them on! uh huh cheering really expands your lungs plus i need the practice for cheerleading! aaah cheerleading!! not even one practice yet. tsk we're how late. but we'll catch up, we will.
drama tmr :) i'm actually looking forward!! wheee~

fcbc on sun...? hmm.

typical day at that greeen education centre

2006-02-22T01:12:00.000-08:00

hah impromptu works so well for me. i studied and practiced alot for my math ca and okay i was how disappointed, on the other hand i studied for geog on that day itself and i got quite high i must say, one mark away to getting full marks. arrgh i'm definitely corrupted.
cheerleading. gosh we haven't started anyth and what's worse is that we don't have any inspiration to choreograph any steps!! sigh a repeat of last year? i hope not. but gym has been going smoothly enough though i still can't do a perfect cartwheel. im scared of breaking my neck and cracking my head and then the thought of blood oozing out certainly puts me off. gee i scare myself alot. hmm that has got to change, but how? now that's a prob but can't think of that now, i've a million and two things crammed into my squashed brain.
anyway i can do that straight leg flip thing! yay! well we should celebrate our achievements! so no i'm absolutely not an egoist, i think.
i've to go memorise my lines for a scene in midsummer night's dream! pity there isn't a titania but i can do with oberon. after all, he is still a king, ROYALTY.

love and languish for his sake

air-kisses for my heart's delight! you're mine :)

2006-02-17T04:51:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to the one and only!!!

everything i have to say was painstakingly penned down and for your eyes only (:

love you and your ridiculous ways!

to us, for another fruitful 8 years and beyond <33

-depends on how long i can tahan you! hee

oh btw you always ask of how i thought of you,

well a picture speaks a thousand words

and this animation well speaks a million words..?

well whatever the case,

this calvin is so much better than the one in your comics!

enjoy!! =)

2006-02-12T16:52:00.000-08:00

today is yan's birthday! 11 feb!
we went towning
ohh... i forgot where we visited mango. i liked this over-shoulders top and yan liked the rather jap top. after our shopping spree :D i went to yan's place. i LOVE her condo. it even has a study area. and singapore's longest swiming pool. ohh!!!!!! samuel was so cheeky. he kept digging his nose. and hugged me alot of times. he kinda talks rubbish sometimes. played catching with him and he cried when he was caught. awww... then like a moment later, he laughed and caught me back.
yan and i played on the swing too. though we were wearing skirts. hahaha. yan looked like she was about to swing 360 degrees!!! and her cake was SO SO SO yummy. mms... especially those small chocolate coated biscuit balls. we ate one slice which was kind of our lunch. and yan you are NOT fat. don't become anoroxic. i changed into leo and tights there. credits to her mum and dad for sending me to the bus stop. i wish time could be turned back to then. it was such a fun time we had together. thanks yan <333
-taken from nat :)
happy belated birthday to all my fellow feb babies- SHAWN LEE <333
mmhm then later that day went to watch fireworks at esplanade with boy and liz <333> and lime green man!! ;) yup and thank you for the card, i was really touched. okay maybe i did tear cos it's been 8 years man :) everything in the card brought back all those wonderful moments we had together, the duck dance, our 'man', the countless times you called just to say 'i know i made your day by calling you', the annual bbqs at your house where you took the chance to relentlessly dunk everyone in the pool (even the girls) and how you corrupted my bro! gawd he's only 5 man! haha any many more tho my mind's a total blank now. heh i love you both to bits and pieces and tiny pieces and mini bits and.. well you get the picture :) haha oh yess fireworks were sooo preetty!!! they had this gold stars flying in all directions one which was just fantastic, smth that i've not seen before! uh huh and as soon as the fireworks started they suddenly sang the birthday song in the middle of the steps opp esplanade! i was really shocked plus embarrassed but well okay i was really touched and everyone started staring at us! hee then this angmoh couple one step above us said ' hey you, happy birthday!' and uh shaked my hand. haha how friendly!! yup that night will be etched in my memory forever <3

oh mighty thanks for all the smses and midnight calls :) i really appreciate them!

it's all an act darling

2006-02-08T00:56:00.000-08:00

mei came back today (: i know she's been at camp for only two nights but i really missed her alot although most of the times, we just can't stand each other! but nevertheless she's always there for me, gives in to me most of the times and literally spoils me. okay not spoil me but pamper me. that sounds more pleasant. i'm mighty glad i have her as my sister, i wouldn't trade her for any other. sounds so cliche i know, but that's just how i feel. hah maybe i should just let her win the next time we quarrel. maybe.
mmhm so many conflicts these days that's hard to keep track. but friends stick together through thick and thin and that pretty much covers everything.
i mean yes friends who are cool, in, fun, hyper and funny attracts many, but who listens to you when you're down? or when everybody deserts you, who comes to sit next to you?
like just having your own fun with this new clique, joking and laughing when suddenly they're talking about the last shopping trip where they excluded you. feeling queasy and out, you feel uncomfortable just being with them. the fun stops. boredom settles in. you're just not in the crowd anymore, you're out. gone. non-existent. then she comes. she seems familiar, one of those faces that you glance briefly. she smiles hesitantly, unsure of what she should do. putting her hand on your shoulder, she sits there quietly and just being there for you like a true friend should. you realise that all this while she has been there for you yet you were blinded by ungodly things that were 'happening' (and fake may i add) you realise this was what you were missing all this while. the emptiness. the hole. because you'll never experience true friendship if your friends are there just to have fun with you and when you're down and out, you're being labelled as childish and short-tempered. these things come to you suddenly and you know you have to do something. muttering a 'thank you' to this girl, she smiles reassuringly and somehow you know everything's gonna be alright with her around (:

thank you so much for being that girl. love you so. from the bottom of my heart <3

i like it like that.

2006-02-04T02:51:00.000-08:00

yess i finally got my blessed tee :) haha last min shopping with mel. again. i can't stand the queues in forever 21. argh but met cheryl there, heh her fren was soo nice to share the voucher with us. thanks girl!!
i recieved very interesting calls last night. and oh boy were some intense.
talking to cass was very fruitful, though most of the time she was laughing!! but her advice did help, so thank you very much. haha stop thinking about t* anymre la! HAHA you and your nonsense!
oh oh i actually had a proper convo with jodd!! AAHH. haha was i shocked man, but it was def a pleasant surprise ;) take one step at a time, what's the hurry?
tsk you don't have to blow such a small matter up. stories are meant to be just stories, you can choose to believe or not what. and pls you think threatening me will work? now then, who's the childish one? but whatever i can't be bothered.
mmhm i can't wait for next sat!! ooh la la. teeny weeny yellow polkadot bikini

how red can you get?

2006-01-27T03:54:00.000-08:00

haha we celebrated cny in school today which was just crazy. we went mad singing the cny songs, jumping and singing really loudly. hah we sounded quite horrible but oh well it was better than last year's :)
heh and we made this card for some competition, HAHA. cher and me were just doodling on the paper but it turned out pretty good! we thought we were gonna win!! HAHAHA. and the photographer took the pic of me with our card, how extra. but anyway i had a pretty good laugh throughout the whole thing.
had to rush off for drama straight after, all of us kinda dreaded it but it turned out pretty good actually. we did this oliver twist thing where we uh expressed out. haha my grp rocks! omg nurul was super good as oliver! great job guys :) whether we were the best or not, it dusen matter cos we did our best and we bonded really well.
Pray some decorum restore, i implore..
Let us face this case, it's
Unprecedented, quite utterly.
then cass, cher and me headed off to town. where i ate yummy yummy plate of hokkien mee at food republic! it was oh soo good :) mmhm it satisfied my hunger pangs so thanks cass!! yup cass bought her kimono top and the red tank with gold trimmings frm zara which were hou hou funky ah. hahaha. i guess i missed hanging out with them, cos i almost forgot how fun they were! thanks guys, love y'all <333

BAGUS GOU YEAR EVERYONE!!!!! =)

she's so high...

2006-01-25T00:41:00.000-08:00

it suddenly dawned upon me that school life is super predictable, let's see, you know what subjects are gonna be taught that day thanks to the timetable, recess's always the same, hanging out with the same ppl. and you sorta know how much you'll get for any ca cos if you did put in effort to study, cos it definitely shows. so you see
SCHOOL LIFE IS SO PREDICTABLE= NO FUN :(
mmhm so today for a change me, raman, nat, sha, rach, lxq and some others went totally bonkers during recess. maybe it was the beer that mei poured into my juice this morning.. or because there were no more cas for the week- finally! so anyway we started jumping, prancing and skipping around the class singing old old songs. haha and we teased poor nat ALOT. hahaha. oh we had this interesting talk and we were playing with joyce's softball when belle said suddenly
B' nat! pass the ball!'
Y' uh you want which one?'
B' the SOFTball!'
-all laughs hysterically-
haha she's hilarious man. yup i totally agree that laughter's the best medicine, besides sleep of course. heh thanks to all who encouraged me and made my day :) love y'all!! yay CNY in a few days!! think angpows, see money$$

gone.

2006-01-20T19:04:00.000-08:00

memoirs of a geisha. maybe i shouldn't have read the book first, then maybe i would have enjoyed the movie thoroughly. ugh. i guess the kimonos, gong li and the sets made up for the acting. the book's so passionate, romantic and alive.. but the movie. disappointing.
too many disappointments this week. the cold hard reality. the toyed feelings. and the fact that you are gone, it finally sinks in. i should really treasure what i have now, enjoy every moment, cos to regret.
you don't want to know how it feels, trust me.
lost without you.
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever said we'll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you.
I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
Lost without you

without you, i don't make sense.

2006-01-14T00:51:00.000-08:00

hello.. long time no type. yes sorry but here i am, blogging once more (:

mmhm today was cca orientation for the s1s. haha im hoarse from shouting and all, but it was definitely worth it. about 48 ppl signed up for auditions man!! heh that's an achievement really. haha loooved the 'flinging hair' performance, thought it was really good. yup and the other dance they did was even better. i think nat shakes extremely well.

yeah the seniors came back too, they're standard was still so good la.

yup oh we followed the music video of 'my humps' and was everyone soo hot (:

haha thanks serene! how nice of you to say that.

heh and nat's hilarious. she suddenly said ' I LIKE MY HUMPS' before alighting the bus. everyone just stared at her. HAHAHA then i realised she was talking about the song! heh she's too innocent alr (: yes it was fun.

oh i watched in her shoes ytd with cass. after a long debate with shoo which one to watch then, that or elizabeth town. anyway in her shoes was nice, sweet yet cheeky? but it was super long but worth the 8 bucks. mmhm met abby&friends at gv. she looked more ah lian than ever. hah nat says to go goth next time we go out. w-ell. that'll be a change. definitely (:

enough of the green already!

2005-12-29T23:19:00.000-08:00

I'M GOING TO ST HILDA'S SEC!!!

or maybe not..

haha i loove the st hilda's uniform!! hmm well i guess that's quite expected after wearing a green uniform for a year ;) so we went to st hilda's today to get mei's uniform, books, etc. the schl's not bad, it's waay better than our orange building. bleagh. yup then we headed to pp and met all sorts of ppl there, like jiawen(s1), oliver, uncle steve&family, abby and kaiho. heh. we left soon after checking out the new stores there. yup oh watched family stone with mei ytd (: it was okay i guess. encourages all the wrong things which makes it funnier. hah what nonsense. yeah the year's coming to an end. i guess 05 was fun. yup memories that will last till.. well until i forget. heh but im not ready for next yr!! i haven't done hw nor bought my books yet. gah how typical of me. but i guess next yr will be even more fun since my class has really bonded over the year so.. yup i still aint ready but im definitely looking forward to 06!! (:

it's in the air!!

2005-12-22T23:59:00.000-08:00

fun. that would describe ytd eh. i woke up reeal early to boy's annoying crazy frog ringtone. ugh ive heard enough pls. then headed to bugis with szeying and her bro. i think both of them are funny. hee so we crapped alot to pass the time. and grace looked umm well different with her v-neck and her white mini. haha oh well ppl change. for the better or worse, well that's not for me to say (: so needless to say we teased her alot. heh and yes i was treated to lunch at pastamania. and it was soo not my fault that the dessert dropped on the floor. it just rolled off. yup yvette thinks she was so funny with the name-calling. well it just wasn't. haha umm we almost won the nokia 6111 and the ipod!! gah but we didnt, dumb machine. oh we were making the most noise at the np stations! haha it was just so hilarious seeing the curtain fall on the guys without any warning. yes we did have fun. i met nat later to watch chronicles of narnia again. yes i know im nice. anyway we went shopping for awhile and met daphne khoo at heeren. she was really tiny and for once nat felt tall. for once. haha and we met the girl frm vj who helped in the drama workshop! haha yeah a small world indeed. the movie was the same though the part where aslan says ' once a king or queen of narnia, always a king or queen.' wasn't shown. hmm. then we headed for uh supper after jodd decided after a loong while where to eat. ok so she wasn't as dao as i thought she would be, in fact she craps just as much as abby. haha her pink highlights were certainly memorable. yeah and nat thinks abby's hilarious. w-ell.

grace and me <3

whooops.

funny or notsofunny faces.

aww that girl's soo sweet (: love you loads babe!

smile :D

tsk i wonder who took this. haha my bro's cute, I KNOW.

the time's so wrong -.- it's sunday at 1427.

2005-12-17T21:49:00.000-08:00

well it's been some time since i've posted cos there's been lots of stuff gg on. like the nutcracker at the esplanade (: it was nice with the colourful sets though the animation was rather useless. costumes were nice too. oh and aunt serene was going on how we were suppose to dance like them. uh like how long did practices start and we only had like one practice. okay maybe two and that's it? haha dance like them- yeah right! and yes phoebe was good, well as usual. yup but it ended quite early so no kick. haha.
oh and i watched the chronicles of narnia in kl! hee it opened on the 8th and here it opens on the 22nd?? wth. anyway it was superb! yeah that was expected. but the first part was loong and quite draggy. they should've emphasize more on the war part which was short. plus they left out quite a bit of details. but anyhow it was still nice. it was worth the 3bucks. whoops im being a cheapo again. mm so mel's coming with me on the 22nd and somebody else ;) heheheh.
today was the fl christmas party. hmm okay it was rather fun though me, becks, min and grace left early cos uh we had dance? and we wore this looong maroon skirt which was eeyer! so we didnt stay bk but when bk to tns which was super random and we climbed the rock wall!!! with ms neo's help, oh i wore her bods shorts too :) anyway it was soo cool! haha we competed who could reach the top first and yes i won mei so i competed with ms neo!! haha yeah she won duh. her muscles are like.. bulging out? and she does weight-lifting? haha i was like 1/4 of the wall when she reached the top?! that's like damn fast luh. oh wells i still had fun. yup love y'all!!

-the time's super wrong and i can't change it. ugh. it's sunday at 1426.

-youshouldlistentokrystalmeyers**

shoe-crazy

2005-12-05T04:36:00.000-08:00

i had soo much fun at mel's hse today (: helped her break in her pointes though im not exactly qualified but still, better than nothing right. hmm she didnt break her bones or anyth so yup. relieved man. haha oh we watched this movie called centre stage which is bout ballet stuffs and all. super nice really. technique esp. oh and her chinchilla's cuute!! i think she likes me (: and no not that kinda way cos she has a husband and kids. but they died. how sad. booo.
hah yeah the dm's watching the ballet nutcracker together on the 16th. yay.
hmm was kinda freaked out ytd. i don't really get the whole picture. but some things are certain yup. give it up girl, you don't take something that ain't yours alright?

* don't whatever me. you know you're wrong so will it kill you to just admit it? just stop giving my no randomly without my permission. i would really appreciate that.

fun.

2005-11-30T20:09:00.000-08:00

yes today's outing with boy was definitely fun (: it's been really long since we went out, i guess i missed his company. yup we watched chicken little and skyhigh today. chicken little- okay so that alien thing called herbie was soo cute plus fish outofwater hilarious bubbles were quite entertaining but the plot was horrible pls- esp the part when the sky appeared to be breaking. hmm. skyhigh- everything was dumb 'cept that cute guy who was the enemy at first but became his best fren? he looked better when he tied his hair up. heh. so the movies were really disappointing but we had a good laugh. yeah and we met so many ppl there (:
haha we headed to sherlyn's hse after that cos apparently there was some gathering. it turned out to be a surprise going-away party for xw!! she's migrating to melb :/ mm another one. so we had good food, good fun and in good company. aah what more could i ask for (:

absolutely nothing.

2005-11-29T04:04:00.000-08:00

hmm junior vbc was fun (: kaihong and sean are seriously the cutest of the cutest. amos comes after that, haha sorry szeying but yarhz. oh we did this skit thing for the parable of the good samaritan and it was super fun. just goofing 'round, making the kids laugh and all. yup and i found out i'm actually good at this drama thing, ok well if not good, comfortable at least (; heh maybe that's why i got into dep- to unleash my potential in drama? hmmm we'll see..
oh my sis went to tns to submit the schl-of-her-choice form and we bumped into boy and family! ohmy he's seriously tall now and yi's going dhs- like how clever man. missed the whole gang so much. we haven't met for ages. we will get together soon (: and i think boy's getting reeally cute. haha pity we couldnt go for lunch after that cos he has his badminton trainings :( arrgh just like nat but hers are multiple ballet lessons.. mm but we're meeting tmr ((: looking forward to it~
oh yeah nora was out of project runway ytd!! how sad. yah maybe her design was a little 'off' but who dusen have their 'off' days??!? rah.

*** sorry mer couldnt meet you in the afternoon :( i will go out with you, no matter how busy i am alright. you have my word (: loves and misses alot <33

rain rain go away NOW.

2005-11-22T19:40:00.000-08:00

right just what i need to spoil the day. gah it's been raining the whole day! mm i don't like getting wet that much..
ooh there's a dance retreat on dec 3 (: yay lunch and dinner provided smre! haha sorry i can't help being a cheep-o.
hee hope grace's alright in cambodia, miss her lots. and caitlin just left for taiwan ): miss that cutie alr <3>
hmm shant blog bout ballet since im oh so sick of reading it frm nat's blog (; haha tution was boring without min and the other lady was fierce man..
oh i had fun ytd when you came over- haha ok tennis isnt that bad (: you and your dad were awesome! yeah see you and your friend tmr~ and i know she's callida. mm.

black and white.

2005-11-19T13:21:00.000-08:00

things to note:-

-that irritating jamie's finally out. HAH.
-going on pointe wasnt as easy as it seems.
-this year's bcn was the best so far (: thanks guys!
-meryl's just misunderstood.
-'hermoine' IS prettier than that 'cho chang' some ppl just don't want to admit it :P
-have to get used to their personality changes
-even going out dusen seem that fun after all those outings
-abby has like zero chance with jh cos he even trains at the gym with his gf! that explains his killer bod ;) don't take it too badly pls..
-i think that sara's a fraud :(
-i miss all my frens <3

have a nice day :)

2005-11-18T20:22:00.000-08:00

yesyes thanks nat for that ohsoonice plus ex early xmas prez :)) they rock. mmhm gonna miss you lots & lots when you go to usa. gah so long somemre :( w-ell at least i had fun today. even with just 11 bucks in my wallet. yay I ROCK. mm met mer and ~~sheryl~~ her aiai at heeren. im soo jealous of her tan pls, bah. and mer, you look BUNG man, nvm i hope it's just a phase! hee love those shoes btw and you do look awfully thin :/ see luh make me worry for you! tsk. anyway tonight's gonna be rad!! can't wait for bcn!!!! aahhh..

nat- YOU. ARE. MINE. <333
lxq- haha i know you love me ;) hee ego! i love you tooo~
'vette- loves my booboo too much :D
mer- can't get enough of your sweeetness!! hugshugshugs- btw that cedric guy IS hot luh :P

rant.

2005-11-16T23:24:00.000-08:00

i miss you terribly. was just looking at that 'love' poster and thinking bout you. i know you have the same one. all these months i've been feeling guilty cos i didnt send you off. i was down with fever and flu but that aint an excuse. i still can't grasp the fact that you're really gone, that you're there for good. cos i'm just treating your absence like you're away for a long trip. why did you of all the ppl go? why you. rah i'm just missing you like crazy. is that wrong? mm maybe you'll be back in a few weeks cos you missed being here that you almost went bonkers so they had no choice but to let you come bk?? man i'm a hopeless case. well i'm just hopelessly mad missing you..

jyc 05 :)

2005-11-16T13:04:00.000-08:00

hmm too tired to blog bout it ytd so here goes:-

friday
didnt manage to go cos i had that drama workshop by the vjc ppl in the morning which was super fun btw. watched just like heaven with cass after that. aww it was such a sweet yet funny movie :) go watch it. anyway yarhz watched survivor that night and updated ppl at jyc who obviously can't watch it bout who got out and stuffs. which was sadly bobby jon. i think his accent's funny!

saturday
went to the campsite 'round 4+ after rushing from ballet. and found out that there aint air-con in my room!! its like some ppl get air-con and some don't so eventually clarissa gave me her bed cos she was leaving that day. haha thanks babe! oh yes the whole time she was obssesing over darius. so hilarious man! haha okay after that went for night games. it was mm quite fun but it could be more interesting. last yr's night walk was waay better but oh wells. still had fun i guess.

sunday
shared my bed with becks and she took soo much space luh. hmph almost fell off the bed. but anyway went for like an 'amazing race' round sentosa which was okay the most fun :) haha i like the parrot sasha!! soo cute. oh jeremy and darius were just completely crazy throughout and we laughed. alot. haha and the crawling and walking through that merlion walk fountain thing was the wet kind of fun. that was nice and cooling. a welcome change to the sweltering heat. yup hmm that night was cop. yeah everyone was just tearing, crying and basically really touched by the holy spirit. He was definitely with us :)) ok that night was okaay. i was soo sleepy! haha like the amazing race and cop crammed together in one day, i had completely no energy left. even becks had to sleep! haha she was the can-tahan-the-whole-night-without-sleep champ last yr. heh oh the girls in my room kept talking bout jake and lionel in that kinda way. was soo irritated plus sleepy that i slept on vanessa's bed in the other room. hah i needed my sleep please! heh.

sunday
break camp. went home. sleep some more. watched project runway! austin and nora rocks!! oh gentleness(my grp) rocks too :) hee

tell the world that Jesus lives!!

romeo and juliet :))

2005-11-09T11:25:00.001-08:00

whee~ last night's ballet at the esplanade was soo unbelievable. haha okay maybe it wasnt that great but it still rocked. yup except that romeo killed himself with a knife and not poison. hmm and when he was halfway dying, juliet woke up. HAHA. kesh were all trying to laugh silently but failed so terribly. and only juliet went on pointe, the rest were all the character dance but still nice :) hee oh her arch's nice!
hmmm oh yes saw nat, her friend, daphne and phoebe there. all looking really good. and oh i thought kesh was my mum went we met her! i think she looks way better without makeup. oh wells but its the inside that counts right ;)
well after the ballet ended, we tried to get their autographs but failed :(( i even asked the security guard to help us and he was like 'im sorry i can't, because i'm working right now' whoops. at least i tried.
haha oh yes i got into dep! yay friday's the workshop so won't be able to make it for the first day of jyc. mm. hope i don't miss all the fun man..

-romeo's HOT. cyril radeev right? haha but too much blue eyeshadow! nvm still adorable. hee.
-yes mel we will go eat at ichiban boshi again! whoa the queue there was so crazy man :D the all salmon set was soo delicious man!! hah.

i think avocado ice-cream's tasteless.. mint rocks!

2005-11-06T19:17:00.000-08:00

hmmm lots of stuffs happened this week. had really no time to blog so yeah. HAPPY NOW NAT?! haha i shall just randomly type bout what happened :)

-blading at night with jo, jan, nikki, lin, darius and daniel. reeally fun, that kid in me's definitely staying ;))
-saw MS YONG jogging that same night with a nike sports bra and short shorts only. whoa.
-saw patricia mok and bryan wong filming pei wo qu shopping at wisma's food republic. yess the food is yummy! my bro gave her a hug and we took a pic of it :) hee.
-the class bbq seriously rocked. the dares were hilarious man!! 'is this tree edible' tsk. oh pls no more sitting on the rock again, i dislike zhang langs. and mudskippers??!? you were seriously high..
- the bbq stingrays were awesome min!! im def gg to your hse bbq again. ohyes you can drum too ;)
-love your comfy princessy bed claire :D thanks for sharing girl! haha and paige was like my bolster man. love that dog to bits :))

and today,
goofing around with the ppg( nikki, jan and jo) was so funny :) its like im 10 again! heh playing with the fans made my tummy hurt frm laughing. oh i think grace even cried. haha okay. had lunch with jo and jan. so cuute really. but lunch was uh not yummy enough :( mm.

yay irb in two days!! can't wait!!! whee~

GO CRAZY

sometimes you need to just go nuts

to lose your head and show some guts

sometimes you need to make things risky

to strut your stuff and just act frisky

sometimes you need to have some fun

to go outside and get some sun

sometimes you need to laugh then cry

to do what you're afraid to try

sometimes you need to run the race

even though it's a wild goose chase

sometimes you need to act deliriously

and not take life so doggone seriously

don't ever leave me <3

2005-10-29T20:18:00.000-07:00

mm what a day. all i can say is, i love you dear girl. you really assured us of your faith when you flashed that trademark smile and just acting like everyth's okay. and it is, we're really proud that you've accepted the fact that he ain't physically gonna be with you guys anymre but spiritually :) and besides he would want you and your family to be always happy and so do we. hugs.

cass- haha hey you! haha it is ex so that's why im counting on mel's 80 buck voucher ;) well cos esprit was disappointing that's why we went there! yup that's why im trying to find another grp photo to replace it! so until then, bear with that spas photo kay :) loves.
shoo- hey i think that was the first time i saw you cry. its alright kay cos he's in a better place now :) you have to be strong for janel!! heh love ya! oh and nice prank calling :D so hilarious! haha.
joyce chan- NICE SKIRT BABE. haha. 11 nov? see first :)
belle- thanks for the ride. you look reeally cute in that witch outfit :)) hee.
mer- haha what happened to ryl? nvm mer sounds better ;) ilmer <3
sips*- oh HAHA. you really crack me up :) okay okay you aint les alrights? haha LOVE YOU and your very funny ways!!

i love you guys so much. forgive me if i've been complacent lately cos y'all mean the world and more to me :D *hugs*

notice how many times i mentioned LOVE.

2005-10-28T17:21:00.000-07:00

oh hello again :) today's the last day of schl for this year, well academically la. there's still dance and blahblah. so much happened today, i really can't take it anymore. like mel, she really scared me cos she told her keshaya who told me that she had to go for this blood test today to confirm if she has dengue. and the doctor said it was highly likely that she has it. well according to kesh. anyway it turned out negative so yay haha im soo relieved :)) seriously cannot think life without my crapp-el. ohmy, i don't even wanna think bout that :(
oh and janel, if you're reading this, don't worry cos everyth'll be alright and we'll always be here for you :) we know you're okay cos you're a brave and strong girl and don't worry cos He'll make a way :)) we love you so so much and we missed you in schl!!! *hugshugsandmorehugs* hmm im going to give my daddy a big big hug when he comes home :) and yes mag's cookies are nice nice. sorry dear, for eating so many of your cookies ;) hee well you offered them! haha i guess i'll miss schl. you know my classmates, the long recess, playing cards, our wacky times with teachers, the many many hugs and some pecks ;) and of course just being crazy with my friends :)
man what's wrong with me, it's the last day today and im going all i-miss-school-so-much. gah okay i shall stop. now.

nat*- love the that oh-so-sweet note. love the collage postie. love your hugs. love your pecks. love you so.
rach- she is not, i repeat, NOT, my jodine. goodness how embarrassing..
lxq- haha i love you babe! your welcome my dear, next time must win kay ;)
mag- what can i say? LOVE YOUR COOKIES. oh you too also la. heh.
mer- aww you sweet lil thing. hugs. ooh spiked hair ;) more hugs.
min- ohyes goth for halloween!! so cool! i'll put the eyeliner for you kay ;)
mei- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI*!!! yes you may be irritating at times but i love you still.. hugandkissesyou<333

shop till you drop ;)

2005-10-25T21:21:00.000-07:00

oh yay just came back after non-stop shopping :))) morning had tution with min and it was so nonsense. mr yong was so funny. haha anyway sorry min!! couldnt go with you today.. had other plans, another time kay ;)
watched goal again today with liz & cheryl. almost forgot how much fun we had together :) thanks for relieving those times babes!! and goal was soo good! santiago's so HOT and the harris's not bad, you know the gavin guy ;) but david beckham was a lil disappointing but cheryl was still clearly excited bout him acting even though he only said two or three lines..
hmm.. oh we ate at heeren's marche. yumm. i love the food there!! and the we had this humongous bowl of yummy gelato with lots of assorted toppings :D ohmy- i feel soo fat now. booo. the esprit sale was so disappointing. normally we would have bought at least a tshirt or smth but unfortunately, all the clothes there werent to our liking. sigh. nvm there's the zara sale to look forward to! and mel has an $80 gift voucher luh. heh hope she feels generous x) haha okay ciao :)

*ohyes im yours. most definitely. you're mine too. ilu soso much.

what a nice day :)

2005-10-24T22:16:00.000-07:00

uh just recieved a message from liz and it went like this, " your left hand sees red and thinks roses. your right hand sees red and thinks wine. your left hand says, 'i love you.' your right hand says, 'i love me, more' women of the world, raise your right hand." like huh?? oh wells apparently there was this hidden msg thing inside. how dumb. and i still haven't figure it out. gah. oh thanks liz it really helps when you send this kinda msgs and make me think. my brain cells are depleting fast. mm so irritating..

anyway ytd was great! the food was better than last years man ;) haha and i didnt really mess up with the dance so yeah, praise the Lord! yeah oh phoebe was there! i was really freaked out. it was like, ohno- i can't let my dance chairman see me mess up!! *panic* haha yeah a bit drama but i was reeally shocked plus nervous bout the whole dance thing.. but it was fun, i don't think anyone really cared about perfecting the steps 'cept germ of course, but more about glorifying God through dancing, even though unperfect but we made the effort and He saw that, most definitely :) okay after that, washed off most of the goo on our faces and beck's sean kept calling and we kept interrupting their convo. mygosh, they were so obsessed with each other luh. eeyer. and watched 'shall we dance' that night cos lin wanted to watch. she likes jlo soo much. okay she can dance really well but i don't see much to obsess with so yup.

oh america's next top model is starting soon!! love that tyra banks b****. yay the finale! naima won right? it was alr shown in america. yup aww jodd's fav kahlen lost, how sad.. heh okay cya! loves.

yesyes, tmr night's OUR night. looking forward to it!! loveya*